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Friday, October 31, 2008 ; 8:31 PM



it's official.
the holidays are like, totally GONE.
according to the teachers,worthy cedarians are supposed to spend every waking hour during the hols mugging for the O's next year.i mean, WE GOT LIVES TOO, PEOPLE!!!but i guess it's the price we have to pay if we wanna do well.

anyways.today was real long..had some malay workshop thingy until like 5.30.quite funny..the guy wasn't as boring as i'd imagined.then when i finally reached home it was like 6.40.but i still managed to drag myself out of the house to do my run..i think it was 7-8k.haha it's quite scary running at night..there was lotsa construction going on and i was so scared of the banglas so i sprinted past the sites..haha!but it's also nicer then running in the afternoon.i think i'm either morning or night person when it comes to running.i just feel fresher after the runs during those times as compared to running in the scorching sun.eeuuurrgghhh.

so tomorrow we're going to collect the airplane tickets to go to indonesia!!!i can't wait for it!oh ya we just moved the 2 seater sofa up to the study room.it's really starting to look like a movie room!total success!





Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ; 8:57 PM



ok.so i totally wasted my weekend.i only flipped open the compo book and read one paragraph of some model essay then i gave up and started listening to the radio.argh.anyway i was out like almost the whole day yesterday so..yea.nothin much done.but the study room looks really like a movie room now!haha..
oh yea yesterday i baked my very first cheesecake!i woke up at like 4am to make it so that no one would disturb me.ya i know i'm crazy.just live with it!haha.and it went really well!the only thing is that my cake tray is kinda big so the cake's kinda flat,but otherwise it tastes and looks great!it looks better than in the pics..



not bad for a first timer, eh!!!

haha.so today we were supposed to to self training..me,jedi,grace and theresa went to run at macritchie, the 5 km route.i love running in the morning!the air is so fresh and when all the sweat comes running down your face you feel very refreshed.haha.then after that we taught grace the -----.haha i hope the rest of them learn it well!

then after that we went to orchard and went to borders to kill time while waiting for siying and naomi.i found this really cute cupcake book!then after that we went to orchard cineleisure to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!it's damn nice!although the singing puts me off sometimes.but it's really cool and the dance moves to some of the sings are like,whoa.so yea.go watch it!i wish we could go to school in america..

oohhh then when i reached home i helped bibi out the toppings on the pizza for dinner!here are the pics..

the bottom one is the uncooked one..haha it looks real nice,right!i think it tastes better then pizza hut..bibi rocks!






Sunday, October 26, 2008 ; 2:43 PM



oh man i feel damn guilty ..i only did like 2 more practice papers for malay!aarrggghh i wish the teachers would work us harder.i really wonder how the seniors managed to get such good results!all i've managed is to scrape pass with a B3..siiighhh

well..so the plan for turning the study room into a movie room is well under way.my dad just bought a printer and flat screen TV for the room yesterday and today he's like shifting around all the stuff and bringing up the 2-seater sofa to the room..and later we're going to ikea to get one of those shaggy rugs to put in front of the sofa!haha.and then we're gonna tackle the kitchen!see.we don't need an interior designer to sort out the house. we can do it all by ourselves!haha.

hmmm let's see i think tomorrow i shall try baking a cheesecake since there's no training..i hope it turns out good!

you people don't even remember how well i served you all.i tried my best to make your stay comfortable, and yet you all just forget all about it. the food was better, the place was cleaner, my folks tried their best to make you feel at home(well maybe not my mom), yet you don't even seem to appreciate it.





Friday, October 24, 2008 ; 8:24 PM



haha ok sorry for bein such a loser and not updating for like half a month!hehe.nothin much happened..now's like the post exam period so there were just loads of MT lessons to prepare us for the upcoming O's.waaa i feel so unprepared compared to the chinese!you know they have like countless practice papers for them to do.and WE just did like 4 in total?yea.and half the time during lessons, we slack.that goes to show how hard working our teachers are.shall not mention names here.

oh ya today we went to jedi's house to complete the ----- for the --- - .yea.and they look real cute!some just look bald,though.haha oh ya today we (amazingly) managed to finish choreographing our dance for the video!it was so damn fun!!!we danced and danced and danced until we were sweating like mad, but we were just so addicted to it!poor mar and siying,who were the ones who mainly did the choreographing, were so tired out from watching us.haha.hmmm..maybe i'll conider joining dance next time!it's so fun and satisfying when you get to see everyone doing the steps synchronised-ly and when it all just blends together.plus you get the exercise too!hahaha.

oh ya forgot to mention..on wednesday i met elsia,huixin and xinying!haha and i talked to elsia for a while.when she tapped my shoulder i screamed so loudly!haha coa we didn't see her for quite long already.i think it was before their A maths paper.gosh i really miss them.good thing the progress for their -------- is going real well!so we can give them what they deserve(:

oh yea.i've started reading HARRY POTTER again!i think the plot is really fantastic.it all intertwines with all the previous books, and it's just so brilliant.that's one of the downsides for the twilight series, though.i don't really get the point of the plot.oh well.let's just see how the movies's like!

i love the harry potter series!





Saturday, October 18, 2008 ; 5:37 PM



fine.it's all my fault.you all don't have to hide it.i'll just make sure i never meddle in anything again,even if i think that it is one of the better solutions.geez.just piss off,all of you.





Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ; 6:30 PM



oops sorry for not updating.haha i shall start with the hari raya open house on sunday!i had loadsa fun with the trackers..jedi,theresa,naomi,yingying,grace,romaine,syafiqah,syasya and hannah.i bet they were there more for the food than anything else!haha.so we just ate and talked in my room for a bit, then we went to play the 'blind' marco polo at the playground.so fun!the funniest part is when both catchers get near each other and touch them so they think that they've caught someone.haha.then we played truth or dare..the dares were damn stupid haha.all i can say is that i think my uncle must be very puzzled with us.then after they went back,my cousins came so i played with them like until midnight.we played stress too!!omg it was so fun.i got really high and i kept screaming.haha.

so on monday i was super sleepy and dead.school was ok.the only blemish was malay lessons.urrgghhh.i'm really not in the mood to sit for malay o levels.getting damn sick of seein the teachers faces like almost everyday.

anyway today we were supposed to go bukit timah hill for training.but,thanks to some lucky star up above,it rained!!!!so in the end we just went for a relaxing run around the canal area..the nice water features place.and the weather was real nice too..sigh i wish every training was like that!haha.

i'm revising the harry potter series.to keep in touch so i can understand the 6th movie when it comes out.haha.i'm really an avid fan!(:





Saturday, October 11, 2008 ; 6:05 PM



hahaha today's training was so retarded.we only played captains ball!a bit the funny eh..trackers playing captains ball on open house!haha.but we had loads of fun anyway.i think my team was the best one!!yay!go group 4!(:

then i went for the cip at the track and field booth.quite boring haha we just walked around giving out the souvenirs to ppl who don't seem very interested.oh ya then we went to this chemistry booth.some ppl from 3m were helping out.it's like you cna grow your own crystals by adding a salt to sodium silicate.apparently the solution enables the salt to 'grow'.so cool!haha.hmmm.the turnout was quite pathetic eh.wonder if it's because we're at a holding school.

anyway,after i got home we went to aunty azlinda's house.omg her house is so cool.it's like all minimalist/rustic design and it's so CLEAN.haha i wish i could have a house like hers when i grow up :P oh ya and she made this amazing chocolate peanut butter layer thingy.it wasn't too sweet-i think she used dark choc-and i love the peanut butter!it's like salty and sweet and smooth all at the same time.i'm trying to find the recipe on the internet now.hehe.

can't wait for tmr!!hari raya open house!(:





Wednesday, October 8, 2008 ; 8:12 PM



Oh well, on a happier note, i made chocolate chip cookies!it kind of helped to ward off the splitting headache i had.it's actually quite therapeutic!heheh.i'll let the pics speak for themselves(:



just look at the chocolate oozing out!

it was really the best!soft, chewy and the chocolate oozes out once you bite into it...hmm...those who come to my house, you're in for a treat!!






; 7:50 PM



you know what i seriously hate?those ppl who keep saying that 'oh i'm so gonna fail' and 'you're so smart i'm sure you'll do better than me' and 'i don't care, i'm just gonna slack', but when they go home they probably mug like crazy and study waaaayy into the night.then when they get their oh-so-perfect results they act like nothing's happened.i mean, this really gets on my nerves.like, are you just trying to lull others into a false sense of security that they might do well but you don't?especially if you're like super smart.you are no different from a liar.i just can't STAND these type of ppl.why do s'poreans always have to be so kiasu?ok, so you can do very well, but does that mean that other ppl have to degrade themselves so that you will seem like a star?just go FUCK OFF.





; 4:18 PM



if i hadn't seen the proof with my own eyes, i never would've believed that i was your child.is this the kind of immature shit parents are supposed to give their children?just because of one tiny,minute,miniscule,microscopic incident, you blow it up to something so bloody horrendous.and YOU don't even have the common sense to analyse the situation yourself.NOOO.what do you do?you just follow blindly.you people think you know everything.well.i guess that's just my luck.i'm sorry for being such a goddamn burden to you all.well,welcome to my family.there are only 2 rules which apply here.(1)the parent is always right.(2)if the child is the one who is right, please refer back to rule (1).yea.sure.i can live with all your stupid,pretentious shit for now.just wait till i'm grown up.where do you think your actions will lead you?you only have one child,you know.





Monday, October 6, 2008 ; 9:24 PM



EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
yeaaa!!!!haha.today was csp.. paper 1,2 and 3 on the same day!!!whew i can't believe i got through that.but..anyway..IT'S OVERRR!!!!

ok since now i have nothing to be guilty about, i shall write a very looooooong post.let's see..oh ya i managed to do like 4 things from my to-do list(:my dad got me the mp3 speakers,my mom got me the strawberry body spray thingy, and i made the peanut butter and lemon cookies!and i made some lemon curd too which goes really well with the lemon cookies..




the lemon cookies!don't they look fab!





peanut butter!yummmm!



haha hari raya was the same old thing..i didn't really get to see my favourite cousins coz they were mostly working.so saddd.oh ya on the night of hari raya, i had this sudden urge to rearrange the furniture, moving the study table from the study room to my room.and yea, there were a LOT of things.so in the end my dad had to help out to move the stuff and in the end the whole family was involved in this spring cleaning thing.it lasted like 4 days!haha but at least the room is nice and clean and you can actually see the floor now..haha..



so while we were cleaning the room, i found some of my baby photos!enjoy..

wassup, yo

check out the red shoes!

cheeky smile(:

2nd birthday!!
me in my scarf(:

the stupid grass is poking my feet!

6th birthday(:
oh my they seem like AGES ago..haha anyway,today theresa,jedi,ying2 and naomi came over to watch friends..we watched from like 2 to 7!haha it was so fun!the characters are damn funny, especially joey!(baby kangaroo)haha.ok here's a funny thing he did.coz he was trying to sound smart in this letter of recommendation for his friends as adopting parents, so he used the thesaurus to change every single word of his letter.for eg,"they are warm,nice people with big hearts" became "they are humid, pre-possessing homo sapiens with full-sized aortic pumps"!!!so funny!we all died laughing at the hilarious stuff they did..haha then we had chicken rice for dinner((:yummy!!
ooh no wednesday we're gonna get back our exam papers..aiya heck la.i've totally given up hope already anyway..hmpf.guess we'll just have to make full use of our time before next year starts!!









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