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Sunday, August 31, 2008 ; 12:46 PM



i changed my braces today!!it's PINK!!haha.i wonder when the gap between my two isolated teeth will close up.it's kind of weird to smile with two gaping holes in the middle.oh ya.i'm going for the nike human race later!i hope this cool weather holds out.and boys like girls will be performing at the place after the run!maybe i'll go watch their concert later..

oh ya tmr it's the start of fasting!it's such a coincidence that it's the start of the sept hols too.speaking of which,i have this gigantic ton of homework to finish.i think the maths department mixed up the june and sept hols.coz for the june hols,they just gave us like one worksheet and a few exercises for a and e maths,but now they've dumped us TWO EYE and O LEVEL papers.grr.so yea.sept hols,down the drain.

haha and i have to admit that i couldn't resist reading eclipse.i've almost finished it now.but i promise i WILL wait until EYEs are over to read breaking dawn.or i'll just kill myself for my utter lack of self control.haha.

oh ya and i ate my last subway meal last friday after teacher's day.those were the best peanut butter and double choc chip cookis ever..yumm.i can't believe i have to wait a whole month before i can taste the peanut butter oozing onto my tongue and the soft crunch of the moist cookie as i bite into it..haha.but woohoo!i'm so happy that fasting month is here!haha.





Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ; 6:01 PM



today was the last training before the exams start.omg warm up was so funny.coz we were running at the 3rd floor corridor and we were about to turn a corner, then we suddenly saw ramya and eunice THE(NCC) on the floor with this rifle in their hands. pointing in our direction!haha then we all started laughing like mad. it was like as if they were gonna shoot us or smth.

today's training was just exercises thingies.it wasn't much really.oh ya and now i finished new moon already.it's like such a disappointment compared to twilight.grrr.i'm gonna restrain myself from reading eclipse and breaking dawn till after the exams.then i can really devour the book without a guilty conscience.haha.

today is the 3 month anniversary since we went to thailand on 27th may!!!i can't believe that 3 months have passed.time really flies, doesn't it.sighs.i don't think the sec 3s will get a chance to go anymore.that's real sad man.

and i just realised that all my paragraphs start with 'today'!!so funny.





Monday, August 25, 2008 ; 6:56 PM



yay today elsia bought for us famous amos cookies!thanks elsia!you're the greatest senior ever(:oh ya anyways sorry i didn't update till now..it's just that i've been so engrossed in reading twilight!it's super damn nice!it's like romance and mystery and action all combined into one.now i understand why people couldn't seem to get thier noses out of it once they started.haha.and i'm on to reading new moon now!!haha.

yesterday was such a wet day!and i ran the sheares bridge 10k in the morning.we had to like walk across the padang to get to the tentages and that sort of stuff and the ground was daaaamn muddy.i could literally hear my shoes squelching in the mud with each step i took.ewww.anyways during the whole run i felt like peeing!but then i told myself, MIND OVER MATTER!!IF YOU DON'T MIND,THEN IT DOESN'T MATTER!!haha.that's what the dj said before the run.it was quite ok actually.but there were a lot of construction sceneries..oh ya then at the last part this guy suddenly sprinted with me so naturally i shook his hand after the run.but then dunno why i was suddenly suspicious that he was a paedophile so i quickly turned and walked away.i gues i was dizzy from having to hold my pee for so long.hahaha.

thanks once again to elsia and the other sec 4s!haha i saw them today.i think thier prelims just ended so they were playing at the bball court.haha.hope you guys do well in your prelims!!





Thursday, August 21, 2008 ; 10:45 PM



i've started reading twilight to see what all the fuss is about.and it turns out that it's damn nice!it's like full of mystery and that edward guy sounds real hot.haha.oh ya anyway today the 3m people came to my house to study(:haha and we ate mee siam for lunch again!
theresa could finally taste the mee siam.coz the last time she came she already ate and could only look on longingly as the rest of us devoured the mee siam.haha.!then we listened to retarded songs while we were studying.we all left at like 8(except jedi)coz i had piano lesson too.
there's competition tomorrow.2.4km relay at NTU.i think it's at some ulu place around our OAC camping site there.hope it won't end too late.then we can go out to eat together after that!





Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ; 9:12 PM



my goodness there's like a friggin getai show next to my house.and the voices of the women singing sound like some car tyres screeching on the road.luckily my windows block out most of the sound when i close it!haha.



just watched the women's 5000m olympics heats.they ran like 14.56??!!that's like 3 mins or less per km.and we're like struggling to hit 3.30.i can't imagine how they do it.anyway.MESERET DEFAR rocks!!she's like the olympic 5km world record holder.i just realised i bought a magazine featuring her, last year.haha.and she won the heats too!hehe.



oh ya.i dunno why but i'm like in cookie mood this week.i keep craving for famous amos cookies but i know i'll never have the time to buy it.i mean doesn't this just make you drool?!

just imagine walking past a famous amos outlet.the aroma of baking cookis wafts out and meets your nose.you inhale deeply and the scent fills you up.so,you succumb to temptation and get a bag of chocolate chip cookies.then you bite into a a piece.it's crisp,crunchy,chewy all at the same time.the chocolate chips are melted to just the right consistency in the cookie so you get the perfect combination of cookis and chocolate.ahhh.and so you swoon in pleasure..
i can't wait for hari raya!!then i can make as many cookies as i want!or maybe can just rob a famous amos outlet.i think i'll make a great baker someday..hehehe.






Monday, August 18, 2008 ; 5:44 PM



argumentative essay is so irritating!!
anyway today we stayed back and started planning for you know what.
it's gonna be so fun!





Sunday, August 17, 2008 ; 5:35 AM



i was waiting for so long
for a miracle to come
everyone told me to be strong
hold on and don't shed a tear

through the darkness and good times
i knew i'd make it through
and the world thought i had it all
but they didn't know about you

hush now
i see a light in the sky
oh it's almost blinding me
i can't believe i've been touched by an angel
with love

let the rain come down
and wash away my tears
let it fill my soul
and drown my fears
let it shatter the walls
for a new sun
a new day has come

where it was dark now there's light
where there was pain now there's joy
where there was weakness i found my strength
i knew that i'd make through





Saturday, August 16, 2008 ; 1:04 PM



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Friday, August 15, 2008 ; 8:34 PM



i cannot believe i have a bio teacher who doesn't wear gloves to touch the dead sheep's heart.and has ultra long fingernails in which the bits of heart get stuck into.and the worst thing is she doesn't wash her hands after touching it then she goes around touching her hair and face.why,you may ask?'Oh, i want to feel the texture of the heart.'GEEZ!i don't think she even notices the smell.haha.anyway we didn't really dissect the heart, like we were supposed to.another class already did that so we just made do with rthe remnants.so all we really did was poke and prod and turn the heart inside out.uurrrgh.even with the gloves on it still felt disgusting.anyway.on to more pleasant things!

oh ya there's training tomorrow.coz we're supposed to show the dsa people'what training is like in cedar'.boy are they in for a surprise.then after that is chem tuition with jedidung.shit i haven't finished the chem worksheet.argh.oh ya then after that i'm going for this prayer thing before fasting month.

i can't believe it's coming so soon!it's like on 1st september!then its one month of abstaining from food and water.i can't wait!i love the satisfied feeling at the end of each day,then going for prayers every night, then waking up in the wee hours of the morning the next day to eat before 5.haha.i know, call me crazy but it's kind of fun when you get used to it.it's hilarious to see the looks on your friends' faces when you tell them you can't eat or drink from like 5am plus till 7pm plus.hehe.

gosh the year is flying past.





Wednesday, August 13, 2008 ; 7:07 PM



CONGRATS TO JEDIDUNG FOR BEIN THE NEW CROSS COUNTRY CAPTAIN 2009!!!(:
haha this means she can't forget to bring her watch or towel or bottle(bob the builder!)..anyway we started training again today.omg i think the change in atmosphere was daaaamn obvious.i mean..elsia wasn't there to make silly jokes, huixin wasn't there with her bad singing, xinying wasn't there being wacky, may wasn't there to laugh so sweetly, grace and rahimah weren't there to be crazy.i really don't know how it's going to be like next year.

oh ya for training today we ran 3 rounds around the school.supposed to be 'easy-moderate pace'.humph.i was feeling so tired by the 2nd round..i really think i've dropped.you know..now is like the end of our social life.unless we can find time for the 6 of us to meet up again and be crazy and play marco polo.siigh.and on top of that the EYEs are coming.it's like this big scary monster looming in the distance and if i don't prepare to face it it's going to swallow me whole.well i guess the 6 of us can study together then(:but you know what..i really don't want this year to go by so quickly.i wish that this rest time for us would stretch longer so we can spend more time with each other!sigh.

well..after EYEs we're gonna play to our heart's content!!!





Monday, August 11, 2008 ; 5:20 PM



THE SLEEPOVER ROCKED!!!in the end naomi and theresa and siying could make it(:haha after tuition my dad fetched me,jedi,siying,theresa and naomi to our house..then after putting down our stuff we went to play marco polo at the playground.haha it was so fun!then we had marinara spaghetti and pizza for dinner!bibi's cooking is real nice(:then after dinner we were feeling kind of bloated so i suggested walking to j8 cutting through the private estate.
omg walking there at night is a totally different story from walking there is broad daylight.coz we had to go through this alley to get from the HDB estate to the private estate and it was damn freaky.summore it was between 2 empty schools-cat high and whitley sec.super damn scary.and the lights were kinda dim so the trees made very sinister shadows on the pavement..then when we reached the estate there were dogs barking and prowling at the front gate of their houses.it took all my self control to stay with the group instead of yelling my head off and sprinting towards j8.
it was such a relief when we saw the main road.then we reached j8 and went to the ntuc.we bought chips and chocs and drinks and yoghurt.haha.some party we'd be havin, eh?haha.so after we finished buying everything, we went back.i have no idea why we decided to go back through the private estate instead of by the main road..but yea,you could call us crazy.i swear i'm never walking that way at night ever again.
so then we reached home,cooled down and watched this thai ghost movie-nang nak.it's quite sad actually.i cried towards the last part.haha.then after that we had a friends series marathon..from like 12am till 2 am plus.haha.then we went up to my room and lazed around.here are some unglam pics of what we did in my room..

jedi concentrating on the comics

theresa sleeping soundly..

jedi sleeping after an exhausting fight with siying for the bed




theresa, naomi and yingying getting cozy


being crazy..spot siying's leg..she was too lazy to get down from the bed to join in the photo

jedi bein shy

haha you get the general idea of what we were doing..

haha so we finally slept at around 4 to 6.then we woke up at around 8 plus.and we had pancakes for breakfast!me and theresa were the chefs(:we ate while watching the continuation of the friends series.so after we finished eating, we went to the playground again to play marco polo and freeze and melt.ya ya i know.we sound ultra-deprived of any forms of enjoyment during the rest of the year.which is why we've crammed in every single bit of pleasure we can have during this period of time..haha.anyway after that we were all sweaty and disgusting so we went up to bathe.oh ya naomi had left after breakfast, then after playing yingying and siying had to leave.so jedi and i bathed, then we watched enchanted before going to j8 for lunch.i had veggie lagsana from delifrance!it was quite nice.but the pizza bibi made was yummier!(:haha then after that we walked around for a while and tried on clothes from BHG!haha.

then after that we were all kinda tired so we went home..i took bus with jedi until my bus stop..coz her stop is just the next one.hope she managed to see it..haha.sigh i hope we can have a sleepover again soon!especially after O's.it would be so fun!






Saturday, August 9, 2008 ; 10:38 PM



ok.i can't say today was a total bore.BUT..there were good and bad points..

GOOD
1)i managed to get one set of clothes for hari raya-it's this green baju kurong with shiny glitterybeads(:
2)i bought DUNKIN DONUTS!!!
3)i watched 2 very funny P.Ramlee shows while on the bus
4)the desaru fruit farm was quite cool
5)it was nice giving my eyes a break by looking at the greeeeeen scenery
6)on the way back it rained heavily and the water was flowing through some red mud..so cool!so it looked like there was a mudslide or something

BAD
1)majority of the people in the tour group were like 4 times my age(where the heck is the fun in travelling with a bunch of shrivelled old people?)
2)we had to stand in line for like half an hour at the s'pore immigrations when we were departing
3)the toilets at malaysia SUCK.let's just say that the toilets at a s'pore mrt station is better than the one at a tourist destination in malaysia.you get the picture.
4)most of the journey was spent in the bus.sitting down.so now i feel like some fat ass.urgh.

oh ya i ate a hell of a lot of food today.dunno what's wrong with me.
1)a date sandwich/kiwis/glass of milk(at home)
2)2 purees with some indian curry
3)rice/veg/chicken curry/tomato soup/mango/dragonfruit
4)2 of the blue malay kueh thing
5)1 peanut butter and jelly dunkin donut
6)1 bowl of claypot kway teow/ginger milk tea
aiya but i don't care.training's gonna start soon anyway so i can burn it all off.haha.

man i'm so tired.and tomorrow's another full day for me.madrasah from 8.30 to 12 then mr mark's from 2 to 7.and to top this all off,some people can't make it for the sleepover.well i guess i can have my fun on monday then.haha.





Friday, August 8, 2008 ; 9:30 PM



today was national day celebration in school!the thing was that we couldn't sit with our classes coz we had prize presentation..omg it was damn boring waiting our turn to receive the prize!argh.so me and jedi and chloe and deb took retarded jump shots(see jedi's blog for the pics!).hehe.then we FINALLY got our 2 prizes..so after that we just watched the performances.haha.

then after school we went to orchard!me,jedi,siying and theresa went off first.we were gonna rent our own room and movie.so we went to get our lunch to eat in the room..me and jedi and siying bought SUBWAY!!haha.i was so excited to devour my veggie sandwich and cookies!haha.

so we finally started watching our movie..along with mag,kemei and naomi.omg the movie was damn gory.let's just say that the movie rating was a multiple of 3.i shall not divulge any gruesome details coz i'm like trying to forget about the show ASAP.ewww.

haha then we walked aroung for a while at the heeren then at paragon.oh ya i finally bought that huge gigantic bottle that nicole(sec 2 jumper) has from toys r us!it's BLUE.haha i hope no one laughs at me if i bring it to school..then after that i went to mango to get my tank top(:aaaand then it was like 4 plus already.then siying wanted us to go to her house so we obliged.haha.

when we reached we lazed around in her room for a while.haha she has this ultra cute sheep that she's totally over-protective of.then we went to her playground to play marco polo!it was so fun.but kind of disgusting coz it was the sandy type..but it was super fun anyway!

oh ya then it was like 7 already..and siying's parents bought us big mac meals!so we ate in her room(:then we were all damn tired and full.heh.luckily mag's uncle could fetch us to around bishan area or else i wouldn't have known how to get home.haha.when i burp i can still taste my fries.hehe.

siiighs tmr is the stupid outing to malaysia with my granparents.geez it's like a whole day wasted.i hope i won't be so bored tmr.urgh.





Wednesday, August 6, 2008 ; 8:00 PM



well.got back most of my test results already.i guess i did ok.considering the fact that we had 3 tests including english oral all in one day.ahh end of year is coming like really soon.but then this period of time is like the only free time for most of us..so that's why the 6 of us are always like hangin out together.oh ya we'll be havin a sleepover at my house on sunday!!yay!!and tuition at mr mark's is like from 2 to 7 on sunday..coz he wants to wrap up trigo.omg i hope i can survive!but it shouldn't be hard coz the 2 retards beside me are always up to no good..haha.

so me and jedi had the rehearsal again today.so annoying.we stand around in the hall for like 2 hours just to walk up and down the stage 4 times.grr.anyway..i can't wait for friday!we're going out after the national day celebrations(:then on national day itself my family's going to malaysia.so ironic right.on the day of independence my dear grandpa decides to bring the family on a one day trip to the country we separated from.i hope it'll be ok.i think we're gonna shop and eat kampong food and (god knows why)durians.urgh.

but anyway i have sunday night to look forward to!I CAN'T WAIT!!IT'LL BE LIKE THAILAND AGAIN!!!





Monday, August 4, 2008 ; 8:35 PM



the 6 of us went to vivocity today!!haha we left school and we waaaalked all the way to PP mrt.i think we looked like we just bathed when we reached the mrt.it was damn freakin hot!

so anyway when we reached vivo we went to eat lunch first.me and jedi and ying ying ate subway..and naomi and siying and theresa ate from the food court.haha i love subway cookies!especially the peanut butter one!hehe.then after lunch we went to change,then we went to the outdoor pool thingy at the rooftop.it was so fun!we splashed around and then we played shuddup.and we took some silly pics too.actually the water was kinda dirty.i could see these little bits of dirt floating around.but no matter..the company made it worthwhile!

so when we found ourselves getting kinda itchy,we went to change up.then me and jedi went to redeem the mizuno voucher thing.walao they damn lousy one lar.make us go all the way to the vivo mizuno where all the clothes they have is OLD STOCK and the sizes are all like fit for elephants.grr.so irritating.anyway i just grabbed some this shirt.oh ya and 2 sports bras.hehe.then after waiting damn long for the stupid cashier to scan the stuff,we went home.

we were gossipping on the mrt so when it was time for me,ying ying,theresa and siying to get off at dhoby ghaut,we nearly missed the stop!haha then we had to rush out.i can't believe how crowded trains are during peak hours.

haha today was fun but nothing beats swimming in naomi's condo!coz there got jacuzzi also!haha.
i know i'm not very appealing but why can't you just accept me for who i am?





Sunday, August 3, 2008 ; 12:54 PM



i changed my braces!it's purple now(:

haha.anyway yesterday me,jedi,theresa,siying and naomi went to swim at naomi's house!her condo is damn nice.and the pool is like those kind at resorts!haha.it was so fun swimming with all of them.we pushed each other down into the pool and attacked each other while we were swimming!and i had a lot of water up my nose.but all the fun we had made it worthwhile!

then we went out for lunch..naomi had to go with her parents though.me and theresa bought chicken rice and smuggled it in to macs.coz we werw sick of fastfood haha.then me and jedi had chem tuition.so we took the loooong busride to hougang..and i fell asleep in the bus.we were slightly late for tuition.haha.

then after tuition i bought the peanut waffle!went to jedi's house for a while to wait for my parents.borrowed like 8 betty and veronica comics from her.oh ya i played on her mom's bed!coz it's like 2 layers and the top one can be lifted off at a 45 degree angle.so i climbed onto the top layer and slammed it down!haha so fun!

havin math tuition with jedi and siying later..so i gues it's tata for now!
BUH BYE!





Friday, August 1, 2008 ; 6:42 PM



had bio test today.actually it was quite ok.luckily all the things i studied came out!anyway.after school me and jedi had the NDP rehearsal thingy.but it was at 3.30 so guess what we did in between?haha we went to the playground again!and played marco polo.i know it seems like we have no lives.but then today was the last of tests!it's like this damned burden gone from our backs.oh ya it was damn hot just now.so we couldn't play barefoot for the sake of not burning our feet!haha i think playing the fake game is more fun than the real one..
then after that we had to go back to school for the rehearsal thing.it was such a waste of time.we stand around there for like one hour to walk up the stage twice and shake hands and bow and go down.urgh.we could have played more!!
anyway.i'm thinking of baking my CUPCAKES soon!




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