Monday, July 14, 2008 ; 9:14 PM♥
Today was the last training with the sec 4s of 2008. i did 2x4x200 with the 800 group..the pace was 35-36 seconds.i managed to hit it for all the runs(:yay!haha. i can't believe that it's gonna be the end of track season for 2008 in just 2 days.all the trainings and competitions we had this year seems to have gone by in a flash.i'm seriously gonna miss this year's sec 4s. they're like the most funniest and hilarious batch(:elsia and xinying for the wacky stuff they do. huixin and her persistent attempts at singing(however bad it may sound!). claudia and her 'heyys!'.grace ng for her impersonations of mrs chaiw.may for her stylishness. rahimah for her super soft 'UP's during baton passing.
sighs. i really wonder what it will be like without them. it's kind of hard to accept.but i guess what time brings helps us grow to be more mature(ma-too-er..as what elsia says!).hmms. i wonder if the current sec 2s will miss us this much when we leave?haha.but i'll definitely miss my sec 3s too.especially the SIX OF US(:our times in thailand were like the most fun times ever.the most memorable was the last 2 nights there..we practically didn't sleep!all we did was gossip(hmmm..)and we had pillow fights!!haha.the beds were falling apart when we were done..then we had hide and seek in the dark too!!and i'll never forget the friends we made there..si(who has a lookalike here-yunting) and koi(HER lookalike is berenice) and all the rest.i don't know why all the good times go by in a flash and the bad times seem to crawl by.after all this, we'll go through it once more next year and then we'll be leaving too.
you know, sometimes i get scared when everything seems to go by so fast. you look back and you wonder how in the world you managed to get to where you are.i guess it's true what they say-life is a journey and not a destination.if we all just focused on getting somewhere, and didn't fully experience the process along the way, we would never be able to get there.we gotta take it one step at a time..for each step taken is a step nearer to our goals..
so the 800 finals is in 2 days.the final day. where we'll be running in front of like the whole stadium. omg.cannot lose face mann..i hope i can get at least top 8 so i can gain some points for cedar..hopefully we'll get 2nd or even champions!it would really be a perfect end to the sec 4s time in cedar track and field..
i am movin through the crowd
tryin to find myself
feel like a guitar that's never played
will someone strum away
and i ask myself
who do i wanna be
do i wanna throw away the key
and invent a whole new me
gotta tell myself
no one
no one
don't wanna be
no one
but me
you are movin through the crowd
tryin to find yourself
feel like a doll left on a shelf
will someone take you down
and you ask yourself
who do i wanna be
do i wanna throw away the key
and invent a whole new me
gotta tell yourself
no one
no one
don't wanna be
no one
but me
your life plays out on the shadows on the wall
you turn the light on to release it all
you wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
so open the blinds and draw the curtains
no one
no one
don't wanna be
no one
but me
