zahrah

2008-12-05T17:52:00.003+08:00

hahahhahaaa!!!i baked bread pudding today!there were like 2 uneaten loaves of bread at home which were unlikely to ever be touched so i thought,why waste?plus it fits into the festive season!heh heh.

it's so nice and golden-brown,eh?and i think it will taste great with vanilla ice cream!!!

2008-12-03T16:29:00.002+08:00

ok.i've already cooked dinner for the last 2 days and my parents haven't died of food poisoning..so i guess it's ok!hahahaha.hmmm.12 more days to indonesia!i can't wait.

so today's training was fun.me and theresa went early for a reeaaalllyy long run.it was like 1hr22min so i guess it was like,what,14k?anyways.after that we met the rest at the reservoir and we saw the sec 4s!i totally forgot they were coming today..yea then me and theresa ran(slowly) with them for a while at the reservoir.haha sorry for making you run, theresa!our legs were really ache-y after that.then we took the loooong bus ride home.argh standard chartered 10k is this sunday!!!

i'll miss you,sec 4s!come again soon!(:

2008-11-28T13:19:00.002+08:00

guess what?i ponned training today!hahaha yea i know..so unlike me,right?but i had a good reason.we sent off bibi to the airport today..her flight was like at 10 so we went with her to the airport until like 9 plus.we're going to join her in 2 weeks,anyways.haha.then after the airport we went to suntec carrefour to get some gifts for the kampong people.and i got 2 new blue fbts!i really like the material(:

then when we reached home i ran the 8km route.it was like 12pm but it was kinda cloudy so it was ok.now i'm waiting for papa to come home so we can go out for lunch.omg,how are we gonna survive 2 weeks without bibi's cooking.coz to tell you the truth,my mum ain't nigella lawson herself.hmmm.i think i'll try cooking some meals..see how it turns out(:wish me luck!

2008-11-26T20:12:00.003+08:00

today was mostly spent at home..well,there was training in the morning!jiao lian trained us today.mr tay and mr chan were at bintan for some teachers' thingy.HAWHAWHAWHAWHAW.ok i'm so bad.

anyways.our schedule was 2x10x200m,pace 40-42seconds.me,jedi,hannah and syafiqah kept together.oh our first set was disastrous.we did like 48 almost all the way.then in the 2nd set we jogged,like REAL slow during our rest time and we did like 38-43 seconds!haha.we did good,people!and it was kinda fun.and STRESS-FREE(if you get my drift).

haha then i went home..and bathed..and ate lunch..and went to j8 ntuc with bibi to get some stuff.then we went home.and i watched friends!omg it's so damn funny.i want to get the entire series!then i think i'll be glued to the tv all day.

you know what?i can't wait to have my own life.

you took away everything i had.you just barged in, and took everything i worked so hard for.i know i may not be suited for it,but it can be developed,right?everyone wants to be with you,everyone looks up to you.and you,you just remain as blissfully ignorant as ever.i hate being second best.i've got to work this out.on my own.

2008-11-24T16:32:00.002+08:00

argh my legs are killing me.
today's training was ok.the weather was real nice and cooling.then we ran one round around bedok reservoir.after training me jas theresa jedi and carolyn went to tampines mall for lunch then we took the train to bugis.we took neoprints there!haha.we were supposed to be looking for wallets but then we ended up walking around aimlessly,staring into shops.so then we went to PS and i finally got my new YELLOW BILLABONG WALLET!it's real nice(:haha.then we walked around some more but i was real tired so me and theresa went home.all in all,a tiring day.

what the fuck is wrong with you people?!

2008-11-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

today was ok..went for religious class in the morning(last day!)..then in the afternoon we went to novena fork and spoon to eat lunch.i had this beefball soup thingy.then we went to lido to collect our tickets to see madagascar for the 4.30 show.so to kill time we went to borders to look at some books.i got this cupcake book that i saw that time after the macritchie training with grace jedi and theresa and also the ninth book of the princess diaries series.

madagascar is damn funny.go see it.hahaa.

SHOWS TO WATCH
1)TWILIGHT!
2)wildchild
3)chihuahua
4)hotel for dogs
5)four christmases

why is life so unfair?they may give me everything that i want,but they don't even give me the basic respect.like privacy, for instance.has it never crossed their minds that i might not exectly want to bhe in their fucking prescence the entire time they're home from their stinking jobs?i don't even have my own room all to myself,for god's sake.FUCK THEM ALL.

2008-11-22T13:45:00.002+08:00

ok.so i didn't bake cookies.but i did bake gingerbread with lemon icing!!!

the gingerbread is wonderfully sticky,moist and chewy and the taste of the ginger is not too overpowering.with just a hint of lemony sweetness from the icing,i think i've hit perfection!

2008-11-21T17:33:00.004+08:00

CHALET-THE LONGWINDED VERSION
18nov
me and my dad went to fetch theresa and yy from her block,i had a ton of things to carry,coz on top of the necessities,i brought my hari raya cookies to finish them off.haha.anyway,after we fetched them we went to the chalet and met jedi,jas and shreya.oh celynn was there too.then jedi went to get the key and we went in.haha the sec 3s went to 'chope' the room with the pool view!then we drooled over the reall wonderful chalet.then we went down to unpack the kitchen stuff.we had loadsa fun doing that!haa.then more people came.then the sec 3s went up to watch the video on grace's laptop..and we nearly finished my choc chip cookies.hehe.after that we mostly just settled down.we watched tv for a while.then the sec 3s went to the playground and played catching games..we sweated like crazy!oh then we ate dinner!yummy spaghetti..then after that we went swimming at night.oh me jedi shreya and yy went to the jacuzzi for a while.then we went into the pool.it was damn cold after the jacuzzi!yea then we played marco polo for a while..but i got bored and me and theresa swam away from all the ruckus.i think they got scolded for the noise later on.then we went to the pool bathrooms to bathe..and i think it was better than the chalet's toilet.it was a lot cleaner, for one thing.haha.then we went back to our chalet.jedi went to her throws chalet for a while.and we bitched about for a while.then we went to clean the up the mess in the kitchen.then when jedi came back,we went for night walk!i was in the group that was supposedly going to 'stay behind' in the chalet.so we waited for a while for the other sec 3s to lead the lower sec a distance away.when they reached the beach,we started scaring them.we did stuff like brushing their legs and shoulders and hands and their spine.haha some were really fun to scare!yea so we were acting like really scary people.we made some stand around a tree.that was kinda freaky coz from far it looked like some sort of ritual.haha.then we went back to the chalet.we watched friends friends for a while..then i was dead tired so i slept on the floor with theresa.
19nov
breakfast was a bowl of cookie crisp cereal with milk.then the sec 3s attacked the kitchen.we scrubbed dishes.swept and mopped the floors and threw out garbage.well..the pristine state of the kitchen didn't last long..coz the sec 1s made the lunch later on.oh my dad brought tau huey!haha i ate like 1 and a half bowls.then we watched tv for a while.at 12 plus,we started the games.we played splash,tug of war,minefield and treasure hunt.the treasure hunt was the most fun one!i was the first one they had to find and i hid away so well that they took super long to find me..haha eventually i had to make myself more obvious.then i met up with jedi and jas and stayed in the playground.oh then i went to take huixin's bag from her dad..he gave us carrots and tomatoes too!haha.then after the games finished we went swimming.after that we bathed..and it was raining heavily.had to rush back to the chalet to help jedi get her towel,then i saw the sec 4s!they were at the bowling place.so i talked to them a while..then i went sheperding people from the bathrooms to the chalet.then we started preparing the BBQ food.we fried and boiled some sausages.then luckily the rain stopped so we could start the BBQ properly.then the guests started coming.so we ate and talked aand stuff.oh i gave the sec 4s the giant choc chip cookies!haha i hope they liked it!yea,then we shooed away everyone execpt the sec 3s..we laid out the gifts on the floor.the sec 4s looked really touched.could tell that some were already tearing.mar and grace were emcee-ing.haha they're so funny!then we watched the video..the sec 3s one rock!haha.then we sang the graduation song.and tears started flowing.then the sec 4s all made a little speech and gave us some gifts..thank you so much for the towel!i don't think i'll ever use it.then after that we mostly took pics with each other and ate the ben and jerry's ice cream that mr chan bought for us.thanks mr chan!then after the guests left we started cleaning up the place.when we were done we went to the beach to meet the sec 4s..and we sang happy birthday to huixin!haha.then we walked for a while.then elsia scared us all with this ghost face mask.haha!then we went back to the chalet and settled down in the living room with all our sleeping bags to watch scary movies.urrghh.yea then after that i was too tired so i fell asleep.
20 nov
check out day.time really flies when you're having fun.we all ate up most of the BBQ left overs.then we checked out.some of us went bowling.then after that jedi theresa shreya and me went swimming.it was kinda depressing.then elsia appeared!they were all waiting for the shuttle bus.then we tried to splash her.haha.then we bathed..and met siying.my dad came to fetch us.on the way out we met grace.talked to her a while.it seemed so sad that the goodbyes on the last day were so unceremonial.i'll really miss you grace!then we saw the other sec 4s waiting for the bus too.

for lunch my dad brought us to BAGUS the yong tau foo shop.oh my i really love the YTF there.the noodles are so slurrrpy.haha,then after that we sent that we sent theresa siying jedi and shreya to their bus stops and mrts.then i reached home, bathed, and hit the bed.i woke up at like 6 plus,ate dinner and put up the pics,then i slept again at 11.

sigh i really miss chalet.now everything seems so unimportant.like there's no point in doing it.i really wish i could relive my last 3 years in cedar with them again..

anyways.today we had training at serangoon.we ran the reverse direction of the route.i think i prefer the normal way.then after that me theresa jedi and jas hijacked mr chan's car and made him drive us to heartland mall.OWE RIDE,PAY RIDE!!!hahaha.then i had some tau huey at the hocker centre..then we walked around a while and went home.

i think i'm gonna bake more cookies soon to drive away the sadness.

2008-11-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

20 nov 2008
i can't believe chalet is over.all the hard work,planning,freaking out has paid off.it was really great!of course we all cried rivers last night..
the sec 4's cupcakes the sec 3's made
the view from our room

before swimming the first night

playing games!

the ladder behind the bungalow..we had great fun climbing up!

our very well-organized room

syahirah,grace and me..you guys were really great!the farewell wouldn't have been such a success without you guys!

oh, may!how i'll miss your sweet smile and laughter,your lovely soap smell and your smartness!
thank you for showing me how interesting life can be!

HUIXIN!my dear roommate of 303!i'll never forget your awful singing,your cute dimples,the way you run,your silly jokes,your exaggerated hand gestures when you're excited..we've had some great times together.and yes..i promise that i won't get left behind.

XINYING!!thank you so much for always lending me your exam papers,for always being so patient and understanding,for showing me that there's more to life than what you see.i'll miss your wacky jokes,your everlasting cheerfulness, your angelic face and your sweet,sweet smile.

THE GREATEST, MOST FANTABULOUS CAPTAIN EVER.thank you for always being there for me,especially in lower sec when i was still new,for keeping pace with me and pushing me beyond my limits.thank you for always brightening up our trainings,for telling us to smile that time in sec 1 at serangoon stadium.you are so selfless and warm hearted, and you've taught me how to be a happier person.i'll never forget our times together.

HAHAHAHA!actually i didn't mean to take her pic,i just meant to take the BBQ pit behind her.but she looked up at exactly the moment when i took the pic!HAWHAWHAW!

mar hard at work in the kitchen!

or not...

showing the sec 4's to their gifts

BIMBIM and BOBO!!

front row seats!

grace looks like she's having the time of her life..

theresa,me,jas and carol.you guys really made the chalet really fun!

the sec 3's and 4's.one big,happy family.

GRACE!wow you really do have a colgate smile(:i'll really miss your ferocious appetite..both times in thailand.thank you so much for guiding me and helping me bounce when i fell.you are really super!!

the sec 4's gifts

hanis and adel!thank you so much for coming..it was really great to see you guys!

ah.well.even after the tears and mucus and swollen eyes,the retardedness is sure to start..watcha lookin' at,HUH?

GRR!!!

why,wall?how could you do this to me??!!

HANTAM MR CHAN!!!

me and steph..haha she look really cute when she does that!

in front of the mirror..hey we look quite pro..

HEEEEEY CLAUDIA!thanks for always cheering us on,even when you were injured,for sharing your experiences and never failing to make us laugh.i'll always remember your trademark HEE-EEE-EEEY!

lookin bored on the stairs

LET US IN!!OR WE'LL BREAK DOWN THE DOOR!!

yingying..

rahimah...even though we don't really know each other that well, thank you so much for being a superb role model.i'll miss your sweet voice.what you said last night really touched us all.we'll train hard!

hehehe...

yes huixin,i know you love me!!

elsia in the morning!at the bowling place after checking out..

mar!you were really great help in our performance!thanks for choreographing the dance steps and for helping us with the videotaping!you rock!

the scores..

the sec 4's gifts..

WE ARE MORE THAN WE ARE

WE ARE ONE

2008-11-16T19:45:00.001+08:00

baked cupcakes today.but just the cakes.the sec 3s are coming over tmr to help with the icing.haha i hope it doesn't get too messy!!

2008-11-15T21:00:00.005+08:00

i baked my 2nd batch of choc chip cookies yesterday!!!and i think they look nicer than my first batch..

heh heh heh..so here's the big question:SHOULD I BRING THEM TO CHALET??haha.tell me the answer!!!

anyways.today the sec 3s (all of us, FINALLY)got together to film our stuff for the sec 4s.it went quite well!just gotta do some editing and it will all be really great.it was really productive, and everyone put in their best efforts.we endured extreme heat(not from the sun,though),disgusting environments and each other's complaints.haha.but what we pulled together was really magnifique!!!

oh ya then after most of the people left some of us stayed back to look at the other stuff we filmed.and we nearly died laughing,i tell you.i just hope we don't laugh on BBQ night when we're showing all the stuff, and ruin the 'sad' mood'.

ah i haven't packed for chalet!i think i will have to resort to last minute packing on monday night.maybe i can squeeze in a few things tomorrow.

oh ya.you know the tiger thing at the zoo?i think i feel more sorry for the tigers than the guy who got killed.apparently the 2 who were involed in the attack are suffering from stress,because of all the commotion that people made, trying to shoo the tigers away from the cleaner.and get this:there were 3 tigers in the enclosure right?the 2 who attacked they guy were female,and the one who couldn't care less was male!how ironic.but i hope they open the exhibit again.soon.they're really very rare and beautiful.

hahas.so.everyone,please answer the question i posted above!!!

2008-11-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

in the light of recent events, i have something i'd like very much to say..

WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO??!!!

oh man.this is EXACTLY what we needed.perfect.super-duper.we might as well just give it to her on a silver platter.geez.

2008-11-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for chalet!!!

2008-11-12T14:55:00.003+08:00

ok.in the last 24 hours, i've managed to acquire 4 injuries.first is the skin that was scraped off.then when i reached home i ran into the kitchen to get something..and the floor was just mopped.so i slipped and fell.BAM.there are blue blacks on my right shin,left elbow and left hip.so pro,right.haha.

anyway.today's training was..not so bad,i guess.the nike guys came to test the sportsband thingy.then some of us got to try the lunar lite shoe(or something like that).but i think it looks quite weird.the bottom part looks like some outer space footwear.but i guess it's alright for running races.then we ran one round around the reservoir.the pace was ok..but i guess we could've pushed more.all i can say is that now i understand how the sec 4s feel when our batch came in.haiz.

oh then after that we went to this macs at bedok central.i ate my fried rice there..haha.then after that me and theresa went to geylang to eat chendol!!!coz it's like only 3 stops away by mrt.it's damn nice!haha we're real foodies!so fun!

tomorrow's a free day..finally!but we're gonna film the thing this sat at siying's house.it's gonna be a real blast!yay!!

2008-11-11T17:39:00.003+08:00

THINGS THAT TOTALLY PISS ME OFF
1)waiting for very long for anything
2)people blocking my way when i'm running when they can actually see that i'm running towards them
3)people asking the same questions over and over again
4)people telling me the same thing over and over again
5)people who have no sense of urgency
6)last minute changes
7)people spoiling my day, esp if it's a day i've been looking forward to
8)the smell of bbq smoke stuck to my clothes and hair
9)late meals
10)people not finishing their sentences
11)feeling very hungry or very full
12)people who act cute
13)people who follow blindly
14)people asking stupid and unnecessary questions
15)being rushed
16)people forcing me to do stupid things
17)people staring at me
18)people being so 'philosophical'
19)people suddenly becoming obssessed and overly interested in something
20)people who indirectly scold others by telling another person about it
21)people who contradict themselves
22)wasting time
23)people disturbing me and asking questions when they can obviously see that i don't want to be disturbed
24)being sick
25)people saying one thing when what they really mean is another
26)people comparing me to others
27)being late
28)people talking about me like i'm not there
29)people slamming things eg the door, on the table
30)people giving me the 'i feel like killing you' kind of look
31)people who are very discouraging
32)people who are so damn kaypo and want to know every single minute detail about your life
33)people purposely making your life difficult
34)crowds
35)people who act innocent but actually are not
(to be updated in years to come)

2008-11-11T17:20:00.005+08:00

today was super duper fun!!!the sec 3s-me,jedi,theresa,jasmine,grace,shreya and ying ying- went to siying's house to do the -------'s ------s and the ----- for the --- -s.and it went really really well!we went to this ----- to do it.oh ya and i scraped my middle finger while i was doing part of it..

it looks really raw.and i can't even squeeze my hair dry now without shrieking in pain.ahaha.anyways.then we had lunch at her house..then we went out in the rain to do the ----- .gee i wish it could rain while we do it for real..it will look damn cool!haha.anyway around 2 jedi,theresa and shreya had to leave so me and the rest stayed a while until 4 to bitch about stuff.you know.our pathetic miserable lives.and what could have been.you get the picture.oh then siying's dad bought for us dessert..i had the tau suan.so yummy!the rest couldn't finish theirs coz it was quite a big bowl..but that was probably because they had eaten ice cream and i didn't..MUAHAHAHA.

training tomorrow at bedok reservoir.urgh.oh well at least can see the other sec 3s again!i think this time has really allowed us to bond even more.i feel so thank ful for having such great friends!

2008-11-10T18:36:00.002+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh

Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love storyBaby, just say yes
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love storyBaby, just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my headI don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

when will i ever find you?

2008-11-10T18:04:00.006+08:00

today was THE BEST!!!haha firstly, it rained like all through training so all we did were exercises and some short sprints.and on wed we're gonna run at bedok reservoir ..apparently that's where the nationals are gonna be.urgh.i seriously hate that place.it's like one giant, never-ending round.ah,well.at least we won't be doing boring intervals on the track.geez i hope we won't die on friday if it's trackwork.

anyway.after training we practised the you know what again.and it looks DAMN nice now!we finally managed to make everything perfect!hahaha.then me,jedi,theresa and jasmine went to macs for lunch.and we saw them advertising for this MEGA-mac thing.it's like 3 layers of bread with 4 beef patties and 2 slices of cheese and some veg.isn't this like totally contradicting the healthy-lifestyle thing that's being promoted?or is it meant for the ang mos only?in any case,it's sure to make anyone obese.i mean, you only have to glance at the picture before you imagine yourself ballooning up with excessive fat cells.yuck.

haha after that me and jedi went to far east to find the hat shop to get the hat for the you know what.and we walked ages befor we finally found the shop.and the hats look real nice!!haha.then we went to chameleon and bought some stuff there.then we walked around for a bit...and i bought an oreo mcflurry from the macs there.then we walked some more..and went into isetan.by that time i already finished my ice cream and there were these little black bits stuck in my teeth(the oreo)..so i wanted to go in a dressing room to floss my teeth.so i just grabbed this random but quite expensive looking dress so i could go in a dressing room..then the sales person said no,no, this is size 2,it's too big for you.you need a size zero.i was like,ok,whatever,just gimme the damn dress.so then i happily went in to floss my teeth.and then i tried it on..and it looks quite nice!

haha i think i look weird though.then after that we went to espirit and tried on these trench coat things.mine was ok,it had these big double button thing all the way.but jedi's made her look like some stuffy old grandma!haha go see her blog for the pic.

tmr we're going to siying's house to do chalet stuff.it's gonna be fun!

2008-11-09T16:30:00.005+08:00

yayy we made loadsa progress on the you know who's you know what.and we made up a whole new item yesterday!all i can say is that jedi and shreya are REALLY suited for their parts!haha.we went to siying's house to do it.then we played marco polo at the playground for a while before discussing the stuff.so fun!and shreya was like really fast in catching people.oh ya then we were going to some other place by walking through some alley then suddenly this big golden retriever stuck it's head out of the fence.actually it wasn't disturbing us or anything..but then siying got the shock of her life when she saw it staring in her face so she screamed.then the rest of us screamed also and the dog started barking damn loudly..haha it was a real racket!anyway..we managed to get some new stuff for one segment..and it looks really cool!i hope it will look good on the video..

just changed my braces today.it's pink!my teeth hurt like mad..like there's this string going all around each tooth and forcing it back,dragging through the gums.eeuurrgghhh.haha ok shall not put in any more gory details.

been meaning to change my blogskin for quite some time to reflect my unsuitable personality with regards to my current blogskin(according to tanya and yale!haha).but i'm too lazy..hehehe..

we're going swimming tomorrow after training!then maybe can eat lunch at macs..i know shreya can't wait to eat her mudpie mcflurry...

2008-11-07T17:49:00.002+08:00

YEA MAANNNNN!!!!!EXTENDED LESSONS ARE OVER!!!FREEDOM!LIBERATION!WHOOO FUCKIN WHOOOO!!!!

haha ok i'm kind of high.but seriously.now all that's left to do is the stupid homework.anyways.oh ya nearly died during training today.we ran 6k under the bloody scorching sun and when we stopped at traffic lights i could literally feel the heat rising from the ground and beating down on me from the sun.i really wonder what it's gonna be like in like 10 or 20 years!i think we'd all have died from the heat by then.urrgghh.

and tmr we're goin siying's house to do the you know what for the you know who.it's gonna be real nice!ok i'm off to compile the pics for the teachers!!

2008-11-06T13:45:00.002+08:00

Give me my Romeo
and when I shall die
Take him and cut him out
into little stars
And he will make the face of Heaven so fine
that all the world
will be in love with the night
And pay no worship to the garish Sun!

2008-11-05T14:19:00.001+08:00

ok, i know it's not really the case, but just for the heck of it...

2008-11-01T22:10:00.007+08:00

waahhh.so tired.today i was out like,the whole day!here goes..
1.serangoon road for indian breakfast
2.mustafa centre to get the muruku stuff
3.united square for the airplane tickets
4.AMK hub NTUC
5.lucky plaza to eat
6.went to far east plaza when we found out that the lucky plaza branch of the restaurant was under renovation
7.went back to lucky plaza coz the car was parked there
8.j8 to borrow dvds
9.went rollerblading with aoi mun from bishan,then along the route to hougang but we didn't actually reach it..5.40 to 7.40!!!

poor papa was tired out from driving all day!haha.anyway my legs and butt are aching like mad!!arrgghh.haven't rollerbladed for quite some time already.ooh ya at far east plaza i went into this fashion a while and i tried on this really cool electric blue skirt with this schoolgirl-ish top..

(don't mind the weird pose.it's the only way i could get in most of the outfit..the changing room is so small!!!)
so cool right!i think i'm really looking forward to going to uni!then we can wear what ever we want!!

oh ya guess what happened?so i went into this samuel and kevin shop at lucky plaza..they were having a sale.then i saw this really nice pair of cargo pants and i was like,hmmm, these might actually be good!then i tried it on and it fit perfectly!the only thing was, it cost $59,but the sign next to it's rack said 'sale-$7'.so i didn't know if it was $7 or $59.then my mom asked the sales person, and she said it was still $59.so i was, like, ok never mind..just one pair(even though i really liked another pair in maroon-the one i had was dark chocolate which was really fantastic too).so we go to the cashier and pay, and guess what!the guy scanned it then it showed $59 but then he pressed a button and it became $7!i was like, shocked.was this guy just blur or was it really jusy $7?anyway,once we were out of the shop i couldn't just let such a good bargain go..so i went back in and grabbed the maroon pair!then i was praying and praying that the guy would still be just as blur (or maybe it was the real discounted price,after all)..and when he scanned it,it was still $7!!!hahahahha i was so happy!!!TWO pairs of really comfortable and nice pants,the total cost of which is like,a quarter of the original cost of one pair!!!AHAHAHAHAH!!!

whew!ok.so today's been a really good day!(:

2008-10-31T20:31:00.003+08:00

it's official.
the holidays are like, totally GONE.
according to the teachers,worthy cedarians are supposed to spend every waking hour during the hols mugging for the O's next year.i mean, WE GOT LIVES TOO, PEOPLE!!!but i guess it's the price we have to pay if we wanna do well.

anyways.today was real long..had some malay workshop thingy until like 5.30.quite funny..the guy wasn't as boring as i'd imagined.then when i finally reached home it was like 6.40.but i still managed to drag myself out of the house to do my run..i think it was 7-8k.haha it's quite scary running at night..there was lotsa construction going on and i was so scared of the banglas so i sprinted past the sites..haha!but it's also nicer then running in the afternoon.i think i'm either morning or night person when it comes to running.i just feel fresher after the runs during those times as compared to running in the scorching sun.eeuuurrgghhh.

so tomorrow we're going to collect the airplane tickets to go to indonesia!!!i can't wait for it!oh ya we just moved the 2 seater sofa up to the study room.it's really starting to look like a movie room!total success!

2008-10-28T20:57:00.007+08:00

ok.so i totally wasted my weekend.i only flipped open the compo book and read one paragraph of some model essay then i gave up and started listening to the radio.argh.anyway i was out like almost the whole day yesterday so..yea.nothin much done.but the study room looks really like a movie room now!haha..

oh yea yesterday i baked my very first cheesecake!i woke up at like 4am to make it so that no one would disturb me.ya i know i'm crazy.just live with it!haha.and it went really well!the only thing is that my cake tray is kinda big so the cake's kinda flat,but otherwise it tastes and looks great!it looks better than in the pics..

not bad for a first timer, eh!!!

haha.so today we were supposed to to self training..me,jedi,grace and theresa went to run at macritchie, the 5 km route.i love running in the morning!the air is so fresh and when all the sweat comes running down your face you feel very refreshed.haha.then after that we taught grace the -----.haha i hope the rest of them learn it well!

then after that we went to orchard and went to borders to kill time while waiting for siying and naomi.i found this really cute cupcake book!then after that we went to orchard cineleisure to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!it's damn nice!although the singing puts me off sometimes.but it's really cool and the dance moves to some of the sings are like,whoa.so yea.go watch it!i wish we could go to school in america..

oohhh then when i reached home i helped bibi out the toppings on the pizza for dinner!here are the pics..

the bottom one is the uncooked one..haha it looks real nice,right!i think it tastes better then pizza hut..bibi rocks!

2008-10-26T14:43:00.003+08:00

oh man i feel damn guilty ..i only did like 2 more practice papers for malay!aarrggghh i wish the teachers would work us harder.i really wonder how the seniors managed to get such good results!all i've managed is to scrape pass with a B3..siiighhh

well..so the plan for turning the study room into a movie room is well under way.my dad just bought a printer and flat screen TV for the room yesterday and today he's like shifting around all the stuff and bringing up the 2-seater sofa to the room..and later we're going to ikea to get one of those shaggy rugs to put in front of the sofa!haha.and then we're gonna tackle the kitchen!see.we don't need an interior designer to sort out the house. we can do it all by ourselves!haha.

hmmm let's see i think tomorrow i shall try baking a cheesecake since there's no training..i hope it turns out good!

you people don't even remember how well i served you all.i tried my best to make your stay comfortable, and yet you all just forget all about it. the food was better, the place was cleaner, my folks tried their best to make you feel at home(well maybe not my mom), yet you don't even seem to appreciate it.

2008-10-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

haha ok sorry for bein such a loser and not updating for like half a month!hehe.nothin much happened..now's like the post exam period so there were just loads of MT lessons to prepare us for the upcoming O's.waaa i feel so unprepared compared to the chinese!you know they have like countless practice papers for them to do.and WE just did like 4 in total?yea.and half the time during lessons, we slack.that goes to show how hard working our teachers are.shall not mention names here.

oh ya today we went to jedi's house to complete the ----- for the --- - .yea.and they look real cute!some just look bald,though.haha oh ya today we (amazingly) managed to finish choreographing our dance for the video!it was so damn fun!!!we danced and danced and danced until we were sweating like mad, but we were just so addicted to it!poor mar and siying,who were the ones who mainly did the choreographing, were so tired out from watching us.haha.hmmm..maybe i'll conider joining dance next time!it's so fun and satisfying when you get to see everyone doing the steps synchronised-ly and when it all just blends together.plus you get the exercise too!hahaha.

oh ya forgot to mention..on wednesday i met elsia,huixin and xinying!haha and i talked to elsia for a while.when she tapped my shoulder i screamed so loudly!haha coa we didn't see her for quite long already.i think it was before their A maths paper.gosh i really miss them.good thing the progress for their -------- is going real well!so we can give them what they deserve(:

oh yea.i've started reading HARRY POTTER again!i think the plot is really fantastic.it all intertwines with all the previous books, and it's just so brilliant.that's one of the downsides for the twilight series, though.i don't really get the point of the plot.oh well.let's just see how the movies's like!

i love the harry potter series!

2008-10-18T17:37:00.002+08:00

fine.it's all my fault.you all don't have to hide it.i'll just make sure i never meddle in anything again,even if i think that it is one of the better solutions.geez.just piss off,all of you.

2008-10-15T18:30:00.002+08:00

oops sorry for not updating.haha i shall start with the hari raya open house on sunday!i had loadsa fun with the trackers..jedi,theresa,naomi,yingying,grace,romaine,syafiqah,syasya and hannah.i bet they were there more for the food than anything else!haha.so we just ate and talked in my room for a bit, then we went to play the 'blind' marco polo at the playground.so fun!the funniest part is when both catchers get near each other and touch them so they think that they've caught someone.haha.then we played truth or dare..the dares were damn stupid haha.all i can say is that i think my uncle must be very puzzled with us.then after they went back,my cousins came so i played with them like until midnight.we played stress too!!omg it was so fun.i got really high and i kept screaming.haha.

so on monday i was super sleepy and dead.school was ok.the only blemish was malay lessons.urrgghhh.i'm really not in the mood to sit for malay o levels.getting damn sick of seein the teachers faces like almost everyday.

anyway today we were supposed to go bukit timah hill for training.but,thanks to some lucky star up above,it rained!!!!so in the end we just went for a relaxing run around the canal area..the nice water features place.and the weather was real nice too..sigh i wish every training was like that!haha.

i'm revising the harry potter series.to keep in touch so i can understand the 6th movie when it comes out.haha.i'm really an avid fan!(:

2008-10-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

hahaha today's training was so retarded.we only played captains ball!a bit the funny eh..trackers playing captains ball on open house!haha.but we had loads of fun anyway.i think my team was the best one!!yay!go group 4!(:

then i went for the cip at the track and field booth.quite boring haha we just walked around giving out the souvenirs to ppl who don't seem very interested.oh ya then we went to this chemistry booth.some ppl from 3m were helping out.it's like you cna grow your own crystals by adding a salt to sodium silicate.apparently the solution enables the salt to 'grow'.so cool!haha.hmmm.the turnout was quite pathetic eh.wonder if it's because we're at a holding school.

anyway,after i got home we went to aunty azlinda's house.omg her house is so cool.it's like all minimalist/rustic design and it's so CLEAN.haha i wish i could have a house like hers when i grow up :P oh ya and she made this amazing chocolate peanut butter layer thingy.it wasn't too sweet-i think she used dark choc-and i love the peanut butter!it's like salty and sweet and smooth all at the same time.i'm trying to find the recipe on the internet now.hehe.

can't wait for tmr!!hari raya open house!(:

2008-10-08T20:12:00.006+08:00

Oh well, on a happier note, i made chocolate chip cookies!it kind of helped to ward off the splitting headache i had.it's actually quite therapeutic!heheh.i'll let the pics speak for themselves(:

just look at the chocolate oozing out!

it was really the best!soft, chewy and the chocolate oozes out once you bite into it...hmm...those who come to my house, you're in for a treat!!

2008-10-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

you know what i seriously hate?those ppl who keep saying that 'oh i'm so gonna fail' and 'you're so smart i'm sure you'll do better than me' and 'i don't care, i'm just gonna slack', but when they go home they probably mug like crazy and study waaaayy into the night.then when they get their oh-so-perfect results they act like nothing's happened.i mean, this really gets on my nerves.like, are you just trying to lull others into a false sense of security that they might do well but you don't?especially if you're like super smart.you are no different from a liar.i just can't STAND these type of ppl.why do s'poreans always have to be so kiasu?ok, so you can do very well, but does that mean that other ppl have to degrade themselves so that you will seem like a star?just go FUCK OFF.

2008-10-08T16:18:00.003+08:00

if i hadn't seen the proof with my own eyes, i never would've believed that i was your child.is this the kind of immature shit parents are supposed to give their children?just because of one tiny,minute,miniscule,microscopic incident, you blow it up to something so bloody horrendous.and YOU don't even have the common sense to analyse the situation yourself.NOOO.what do you do?you just follow blindly.you people think you know everything.well.i guess that's just my luck.i'm sorry for being such a goddamn burden to you all.well,welcome to my family.there are only 2 rules which apply here.(1)the parent is always right.(2)if the child is the one who is right, please refer back to rule (1).yea.sure.i can live with all your stupid,pretentious shit for now.just wait till i'm grown up.where do you think your actions will lead you?you only have one child,you know.

2008-10-06T21:24:00.006+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

yeaaa!!!!haha.today was csp.. paper 1,2 and 3 on the same day!!!whew i can't believe i got through that.but..anyway..IT'S OVERRR!!!!

ok since now i have nothing to be guilty about, i shall write a very looooooong post.let's see..oh ya i managed to do like 4 things from my to-do list(:my dad got me the mp3 speakers,my mom got me the strawberry body spray thingy, and i made the peanut butter and lemon cookies!and i made some lemon curd too which goes really well with the lemon cookies..

the lemon cookies!don't they look fab!

peanut butter!yummmm!

haha hari raya was the same old thing..i didn't really get to see my favourite cousins coz they were mostly working.so saddd.oh ya on the night of hari raya, i had this sudden urge to rearrange the furniture, moving the study table from the study room to my room.and yea, there were a LOT of things.so in the end my dad had to help out to move the stuff and in the end the whole family was involved in this spring cleaning thing.it lasted like 4 days!haha but at least the room is nice and clean and you can actually see the floor now..haha..

so while we were cleaning the room, i found some of my baby photos!enjoy..

wassup, yo

check out the red shoes!

cheeky smile(:

2nd birthday!!
me in my scarf(:

the stupid grass is poking my feet!

6th birthday(:

oh my they seem like AGES ago..haha anyway,today theresa,jedi,ying2 and naomi came over to watch friends..we watched from like 2 to 7!haha it was so fun!the characters are damn funny, especially joey!(baby kangaroo)haha.ok here's a funny thing he did.coz he was trying to sound smart in this letter of recommendation for his friends as adopting parents, so he used the thesaurus to change every single word of his letter.for eg,"they are warm,nice people with big hearts" became "they are humid, pre-possessing homo sapiens with full-sized aortic pumps"!!!so funny!we all died laughing at the hilarious stuff they did..haha then we had chicken rice for dinner((:yummy!!

ooh no wednesday we're gonna get back our exam papers..aiya heck la.i've totally given up hope already anyway..hmpf.guess we'll just have to make full use of our time before next year starts!!

2008-09-27T11:28:00.004+08:00

5 down, 3 to go.weeeeellll, 4 actually but my csp's already so screwed i'll be surprised if i can pass.haaz.oh and here's the best part.we're havin paper 1, 2 and 3 all ON THE SAME DAY.fantastic.i'm, like, jumping for joy.YAAAYYY.

i think i'm getting more cynical as the years go by.

geez.just piss off, will you?go tell everyone else about your pathetic life.i'm not interested.

2008-09-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

oh, just shut up, will you?shut the fuck up.

2008-09-22T15:10:00.002+08:00

today's triple theatrette lesson was like the funniest ever!!haha i was sitting with yale(now you know why it was so funny) and liching and yuli.and it was because of this song which i didn't really know the name of.haha here's what the conversation with yale was like.
me:eh do you know the name of that song?the something juliet one?
yale:oh you mean check yes juliet?i love it!
me:oh so it's called check yes juliet?i always thought it was jackass juliet or something!
yale:WHAT??!how can it be jackass juliet?the guy loves his girlfriend what!(at this point in time the both of us have started laughing uncontrollably and i feel like my stomach's gonna fall out from laughin too much)
me:yea, well, in the song he keeps rushing her to hurry up so i thought he got fed up with her or something...(we look at each other and i see yale's red face start laughing again)
yale:anyway it's a nice alliteration!haha.

ok.that was on my right side.then during the breaks between lessons, i lent liching and yuli my shopaholic and baby book.ok it's about this girl Becky and she's married to this rich guy Luke.so the book is about when she gets pregnant, and then we read about when they were going for the sonogram ultrasound thingy.before this, they decided that they didn't want to know the gender of the baby first,because it would spoil the magic when it was born.so everything's going well and the doctor has shown them the scan and everthing.then luke has to take a phone call and he can't do it in the room.so the doctor shows him out to somewhere else.meanwhile becky is left alone in the room, and she can't stand not knowing the gender of her baby.so she puts the gel thingy on her abdomen and starts moving the scanner around it until she seese some round thingy on the screen,which she assumes is the baby's head.then she sees something which makes her think it's a boy.then all of a sudden the doctor and luke come back, and the doctor's like really shocked and angry to see her using the hospital equipment.so becky tries to bail herself out by saying that she just wanted another look and stuff like that.then she pulls luke over and makes him look at the screen,and she's saying stuff like oh my darling child and i love you very much.then luke asks where is the face?and she's like, oh i dunno,round the back i guess.so she continues jabbering at the child when the doctor cuts in and says 'mrs brandon, you're talking to your own bladder.'

that had us in hysterics.hahaha.
i think that was like the best triple theatrette lesson ever!!!

2008-09-17T16:55:00.002+08:00

STUFF TO DO AFTER EXAMS
1)READ BREAKING DAWN!!!
2)WATCH TWILIGHT THE MOVIE
3)BAKE(cookies & cakes!!!)
4)DO OLYMPIC SCRAPBOOK
5)GET THAT NICE STRAWBERRY BODY SPRAY FROM BODY SHOP
6)MP3 SPEAKERS
7)'GOING OUT' WATCH
8)GO JALAN-JALAN HARI RAYA!!!
9)GO OUT WITH TRACKERS
10)WATCH FRIENDS:P

woohoo!i feel happier already...the exams are just a war we have to win!!WE KNOW MORE THAN THE STUPID PAPER DOES!!AHAHAHAHAHAAHAAA!!!!

2008-09-07T09:55:00.002+08:00

currently addicted to:

1) BLG's album!!!

2)Shake It by Metro Station

3)98.7 Muttons to Midnight

4)Baking!!

ooh i just remembered..today's the avril lavigne concert!i wish i could go..

2008-09-07T09:39:00.003+08:00

went for my grandma's birthday dinner yesterday at this indonesian restaurant at the furama hotel.the food was daaammnn nice but i was too embarassed to take pics coz the buffet spread was like right in the middle of the room where everyone could see you.

haha.ok here's what i ate:gado gado,yellow rice with kailan and baked chicken and fried fish and some other type of stuffed chicken fillet,es teler, bubur sumsum,and to wash it all down,avocado juice with chocolate sauce!!!and it's like all indonesian style!!YUUUMMM!!haha.my uncle's so retarded.he ate too much mutton and he said he was feeling funny,like there was something shooting up into his head,so he got the avocado juice to 'cool' down.i think he took like one plate piled with mutton and that's mostly what he ate.haha.

anyways.you know what?on friday night i actually called the muttons hotline for the kitkat challenge thingy and i got through!then i was put on hold for quite some time so i was debating whether i should hang up or not.i jusi didn't know what to expect,with the prospect of saying as many kitkats as i could in 20 seconds.so,being the coward i am,i hung up.haha.maybe i'll try again on monday night...

2008-09-05T09:26:00.002+08:00

OK OK SORRYYYY!!!!I'M UPDATING NOW!!!!muahaha.

haha.ok.i'm re-reading twilight again!!coz i feel weird if i 'lose touch' with the storyline of the series.hehe.and i think it's really the best book of the lot.haven't started reading breaking dawn yet, though.

haha fasting month has started.luckily the first week is during school hols so can get used to it first.heh.i think a routine might be developing for me this month.coz every night the prayers end at like 10, then when i reach home i'll automatically listen to muttons to midnight until it's almost midnight.haha they're damn retarded.especially mooncake vernon!haha.oh ya i couldn't resist getting the BLG album after watching their performance last sunday.so most of the time i'm like listening to their songs.

hmms.i think i'm going shopping later for hari raya stuff.i'm not really in the mood though.it's kind of depressing to have some exams after hari raya.ggrrr.haha but maybe i can drown my sorrows in baking!!!!yea the baking obsession usually comes around this time of the year.i'm gonna bake cupcakes and cookies and what nots.so...people around me, beware!!you might be the privileged one to have a first taste of my experiments.oh ya to have a look at some CUPCAKES,go to the 1st august post!!!

i want this month to quickly end!!so i don't have to torment myself anymore with what i should be doing when i want to do other stuff.HMPF.

2008-09-01T05:08:00.002+08:00

haha.the nike run was..ok.but it was damn hot and humid during the run and then to make matters worse it started to drizzle.not the cooling kind.it's the kind of drizzle that makes everything feel yucky and sticky.urrggh.oh ya i met adel and manprit and eryu yesterday!haha what a coincidence.we did warm up together..it was like last time again when adel was captain.haha.

then after the run we went to eat at BK.then we sloooowly went back to the field to watch the concert.actually we just wanted to see BLG perform.i guess everyone who was there endured the 2 hrs plus of bad s'pore band music so that they could watch BLG.haha.infuriatingly,they were the last performance.i think the organisers knew that no one would actually stay to watch the spore bands unless there was something else at the end of it.this is like my first time at this kind of concert.it seems quite fun..i hope i can do it again soon!haha.

2008-08-31T12:46:00.002+08:00

i changed my braces today!!it's PINK!!haha.i wonder when the gap between my two isolated teeth will close up.it's kind of weird to smile with two gaping holes in the middle.oh ya.i'm going for the nike human race later!i hope this cool weather holds out.and boys like girls will be performing at the place after the run!maybe i'll go watch their concert later..

oh ya tmr it's the start of fasting!it's such a coincidence that it's the start of the sept hols too.speaking of which,i have this gigantic ton of homework to finish.i think the maths department mixed up the june and sept hols.coz for the june hols,they just gave us like one worksheet and a few exercises for a and e maths,but now they've dumped us TWO EYE and O LEVEL papers.grr.so yea.sept hols,down the drain.

haha and i have to admit that i couldn't resist reading eclipse.i've almost finished it now.but i promise i WILL wait until EYEs are over to read breaking dawn.or i'll just kill myself for my utter lack of self control.haha.

oh ya and i ate my last subway meal last friday after teacher's day.those were the best peanut butter and double choc chip cookis ever..yumm.i can't believe i have to wait a whole month before i can taste the peanut butter oozing onto my tongue and the soft crunch of the moist cookie as i bite into it..haha.but woohoo!i'm so happy that fasting month is here!haha.

2008-08-27T18:01:00.004+08:00

today was the last training before the exams start.omg warm up was so funny.coz we were running at the 3rd floor corridor and we were about to turn a corner, then we suddenly saw ramya and eunice THE(NCC) on the floor with this rifle in their hands. pointing in our direction!haha then we all started laughing like mad. it was like as if they were gonna shoot us or smth.

today's training was just exercises thingies.it wasn't much really.oh ya and now i finished new moon already.it's like such a disappointment compared to twilight.grrr.i'm gonna restrain myself from reading eclipse and breaking dawn till after the exams.then i can really devour the book without a guilty conscience.haha.

today is the 3 month anniversary since we went to thailand on 27th may!!!i can't believe that 3 months have passed.time really flies, doesn't it.sighs.i don't think the sec 3s will get a chance to go anymore.that's real sad man.

and i just realised that all my paragraphs start with 'today'!!so funny.

2008-08-25T18:56:00.002+08:00

yay today elsia bought for us famous amos cookies!thanks elsia!you're the greatest senior ever(:oh ya anyways sorry i didn't update till now..it's just that i've been so engrossed in reading twilight!it's super damn nice!it's like romance and mystery and action all combined into one.now i understand why people couldn't seem to get thier noses out of it once they started.haha.and i'm on to reading new moon now!!haha.

yesterday was such a wet day!and i ran the sheares bridge 10k in the morning.we had to like walk across the padang to get to the tentages and that sort of stuff and the ground was daaaamn muddy.i could literally hear my shoes squelching in the mud with each step i took.ewww.anyways during the whole run i felt like peeing!but then i told myself, MIND OVER MATTER!!IF YOU DON'T MIND,THEN IT DOESN'T MATTER!!haha.that's what the dj said before the run.it was quite ok actually.but there were a lot of construction sceneries..oh ya then at the last part this guy suddenly sprinted with me so naturally i shook his hand after the run.but then dunno why i was suddenly suspicious that he was a paedophile so i quickly turned and walked away.i gues i was dizzy from having to hold my pee for so long.hahaha.

thanks once again to elsia and the other sec 4s!haha i saw them today.i think thier prelims just ended so they were playing at the bball court.haha.hope you guys do well in your prelims!!

2008-08-21T22:45:00.004+08:00

i've started reading twilight to see what all the fuss is about.and it turns out that it's damn nice!it's like full of mystery and that edward guy sounds real hot.haha.oh ya anyway today the 3m people came to my house to study(:haha and we ate mee siam for lunch again!
theresa could finally taste the mee siam.coz the last time she came she already ate and could only look on longingly as the rest of us devoured the mee siam.haha.!then we listened to retarded songs while we were studying.we all left at like 8(except jedi)coz i had piano lesson too.
there's competition tomorrow.2.4km relay at NTU.i think it's at some ulu place around our OAC camping site there.hope it won't end too late.then we can go out to eat together after that!

2008-08-19T21:12:00.004+08:00

my goodness there's like a friggin getai show next to my house.and the voices of the women singing sound like some car tyres screeching on the road.luckily my windows block out most of the sound when i close it!haha.

just watched the women's 5000m olympics heats.they ran like 14.56??!!that's like 3 mins or less per km.and we're like struggling to hit 3.30.i can't imagine how they do it.anyway.MESERET DEFAR rocks!!she's like the olympic 5km world record holder.i just realised i bought a magazine featuring her, last year.haha.and she won the heats too!hehe.

oh ya.i dunno why but i'm like in cookie mood this week.i keep craving for famous amos cookies but i know i'll never have the time to buy it.i mean doesn't this just make you drool?!

just imagine walking past a famous amos outlet.the aroma of baking cookis wafts out and meets your nose.you inhale deeply and the scent fills you up.so,you succumb to temptation and get a bag of chocolate chip cookies.then you bite into a a piece.it's crisp,crunchy,chewy all at the same time.the chocolate chips are melted to just the right consistency in the cookie so you get the perfect combination of cookis and chocolate.ahhh.and so you swoon in pleasure..
i can't wait for hari raya!!then i can make as many cookies as i want!or maybe can just rob a famous amos outlet.i think i'll make a great baker someday..hehehe.

2008-08-18T17:44:00.003+08:00

argumentative essay is so irritating!!
anyway today we stayed back and started planning for you know what.
it's gonna be so fun!

2008-08-17T05:35:00.003+08:00

i was waiting for so long
for a miracle to come
everyone told me to be strong
hold on and don't shed a tear

through the darkness and good times
i knew i'd make it through
and the world thought i had it all
but they didn't know about you

hush now
i see a light in the sky
oh it's almost blinding me
i can't believe i've been touched by an angel
with love

let the rain come down
and wash away my tears
let it fill my soul
and drown my fears
let it shatter the walls
for a new sun
a new day has come

where it was dark now there's light
where there was pain now there's joy
where there was weakness i found my strength
i knew that i'd make through

2008-08-16T13:04:00.003+08:00

what i'm about to say is real mean so i shall write it in code.
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2008-08-15T20:34:00.003+08:00

i cannot believe i have a bio teacher who doesn't wear gloves to touch the dead sheep's heart.and has ultra long fingernails in which the bits of heart get stuck into.and the worst thing is she doesn't wash her hands after touching it then she goes around touching her hair and face.why,you may ask?'Oh, i want to feel the texture of the heart.'GEEZ!i don't think she even notices the smell.haha.anyway we didn't really dissect the heart, like we were supposed to.another class already did that so we just made do with rthe remnants.so all we really did was poke and prod and turn the heart inside out.uurrrgh.even with the gloves on it still felt disgusting.anyway.on to more pleasant things!

oh ya there's training tomorrow.coz we're supposed to show the dsa people'what training is like in cedar'.boy are they in for a surprise.then after that is chem tuition with jedidung.shit i haven't finished the chem worksheet.argh.oh ya then after that i'm going for this prayer thing before fasting month.

i can't believe it's coming so soon!it's like on 1st september!then its one month of abstaining from food and water.i can't wait!i love the satisfied feeling at the end of each day,then going for prayers every night, then waking up in the wee hours of the morning the next day to eat before 5.haha.i know, call me crazy but it's kind of fun when you get used to it.it's hilarious to see the looks on your friends' faces when you tell them you can't eat or drink from like 5am plus till 7pm plus.hehe.

gosh the year is flying past.

2008-08-13T19:07:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS TO JEDIDUNG FOR BEIN THE NEW CROSS COUNTRY CAPTAIN 2009!!!(:
haha this means she can't forget to bring her watch or towel or bottle(bob the builder!)..anyway we started training again today.omg i think the change in atmosphere was daaaamn obvious.i mean..elsia wasn't there to make silly jokes, huixin wasn't there with her bad singing, xinying wasn't there being wacky, may wasn't there to laugh so sweetly, grace and rahimah weren't there to be crazy.i really don't know how it's going to be like next year.

oh ya for training today we ran 3 rounds around the school.supposed to be 'easy-moderate pace'.humph.i was feeling so tired by the 2nd round..i really think i've dropped.you know..now is like the end of our social life.unless we can find time for the 6 of us to meet up again and be crazy and play marco polo.siigh.and on top of that the EYEs are coming.it's like this big scary monster looming in the distance and if i don't prepare to face it it's going to swallow me whole.well i guess the 6 of us can study together then(:but you know what..i really don't want this year to go by so quickly.i wish that this rest time for us would stretch longer so we can spend more time with each other!sigh.

well..after EYEs we're gonna play to our heart's content!!!

2008-08-11T17:20:00.006+08:00

THE SLEEPOVER ROCKED!!!in the end naomi and theresa and siying could make it(:haha after tuition my dad fetched me,jedi,siying,theresa and naomi to our house..then after putting down our stuff we went to play marco polo at the playground.haha it was so fun!then we had marinara spaghetti and pizza for dinner!bibi's cooking is real nice(:then after dinner we were feeling kind of bloated so i suggested walking to j8 cutting through the private estate.

omg walking there at night is a totally different story from walking there is broad daylight.coz we had to go through this alley to get from the HDB estate to the private estate and it was damn freaky.summore it was between 2 empty schools-cat high and whitley sec.super damn scary.and the lights were kinda dim so the trees made very sinister shadows on the pavement..then when we reached the estate there were dogs barking and prowling at the front gate of their houses.it took all my self control to stay with the group instead of yelling my head off and sprinting towards j8.

it was such a relief when we saw the main road.then we reached j8 and went to the ntuc.we bought chips and chocs and drinks and yoghurt.haha.some party we'd be havin, eh?haha.so after we finished buying everything, we went back.i have no idea why we decided to go back through the private estate instead of by the main road..but yea,you could call us crazy.i swear i'm never walking that way at night ever again.

so then we reached home,cooled down and watched this thai ghost movie-nang nak.it's quite sad actually.i cried towards the last part.haha.then after that we had a friends series marathon..from like 12am till 2 am plus.haha.then we went up to my room and lazed around.here are some unglam pics of what we did in my room..

jedi concentrating on the comics

theresa sleeping soundly..

jedi sleeping after an exhausting fight with siying for the bed

theresa, naomi and yingying getting cozy

being crazy..spot siying's leg..she was too lazy to get down from the bed to join in the photo

jedi bein shy

haha you get the general idea of what we were doing..

haha so we finally slept at around 4 to 6.then we woke up at around 8 plus.and we had pancakes for breakfast!me and theresa were the chefs(:we ate while watching the continuation of the friends series.so after we finished eating, we went to the playground again to play marco polo and freeze and melt.ya ya i know.we sound ultra-deprived of any forms of enjoyment during the rest of the year.which is why we've crammed in every single bit of pleasure we can have during this period of time..haha.anyway after that we were all sweaty and disgusting so we went up to bathe.oh ya naomi had left after breakfast, then after playing yingying and siying had to leave.so jedi and i bathed, then we watched enchanted before going to j8 for lunch.i had veggie lagsana from delifrance!it was quite nice.but the pizza bibi made was yummier!(:haha then after that we walked around for a while and tried on clothes from BHG!haha.

then after that we were all kinda tired so we went home..i took bus with jedi until my bus stop..coz her stop is just the next one.hope she managed to see it..haha.sigh i hope we can have a sleepover again soon!especially after O's.it would be so fun!

2008-08-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

ok.i can't say today was a total bore.BUT..there were good and bad points..

GOOD
1)i managed to get one set of clothes for hari raya-it's this green baju kurong with shiny glitterybeads(:
2)i bought DUNKIN DONUTS!!!
3)i watched 2 very funny P.Ramlee shows while on the bus
4)the desaru fruit farm was quite cool
5)it was nice giving my eyes a break by looking at the greeeeeen scenery
6)on the way back it rained heavily and the water was flowing through some red mud..so cool!so it looked like there was a mudslide or something

BAD
1)majority of the people in the tour group were like 4 times my age(where the heck is the fun in travelling with a bunch of shrivelled old people?)
2)we had to stand in line for like half an hour at the s'pore immigrations when we were departing
3)the toilets at malaysia SUCK.let's just say that the toilets at a s'pore mrt station is better than the one at a tourist destination in malaysia.you get the picture.
4)most of the journey was spent in the bus.sitting down.so now i feel like some fat ass.urgh.

oh ya i ate a hell of a lot of food today.dunno what's wrong with me.
1)a date sandwich/kiwis/glass of milk(at home)
2)2 purees with some indian curry
3)rice/veg/chicken curry/tomato soup/mango/dragonfruit
4)2 of the blue malay kueh thing
5)1 peanut butter and jelly dunkin donut
6)1 bowl of claypot kway teow/ginger milk tea
aiya but i don't care.training's gonna start soon anyway so i can burn it all off.haha.

man i'm so tired.and tomorrow's another full day for me.madrasah from 8.30 to 12 then mr mark's from 2 to 7.and to top this all off,some people can't make it for the sleepover.well i guess i can have my fun on monday then.haha.

2008-08-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

today was national day celebration in school!the thing was that we couldn't sit with our classes coz we had prize presentation..omg it was damn boring waiting our turn to receive the prize!argh.so me and jedi and chloe and deb took retarded jump shots(see jedi's blog for the pics!).hehe.then we FINALLY got our 2 prizes..so after that we just watched the performances.haha.

then after school we went to orchard!me,jedi,siying and theresa went off first.we were gonna rent our own room and movie.so we went to get our lunch to eat in the room..me and jedi and siying bought SUBWAY!!haha.i was so excited to devour my veggie sandwich and cookies!haha.

so we finally started watching our movie..along with mag,kemei and naomi.omg the movie was damn gory.let's just say that the movie rating was a multiple of 3.i shall not divulge any gruesome details coz i'm like trying to forget about the show ASAP.ewww.

haha then we walked aroung for a while at the heeren then at paragon.oh ya i finally bought that huge gigantic bottle that nicole(sec 2 jumper) has from toys r us!it's BLUE.haha i hope no one laughs at me if i bring it to school..then after that i went to mango to get my tank top(:aaaand then it was like 4 plus already.then siying wanted us to go to her house so we obliged.haha.

when we reached we lazed around in her room for a while.haha she has this ultra cute sheep that she's totally over-protective of.then we went to her playground to play marco polo!it was so fun.but kind of disgusting coz it was the sandy type..but it was super fun anyway!

oh ya then it was like 7 already..and siying's parents bought us big mac meals!so we ate in her room(:then we were all damn tired and full.heh.luckily mag's uncle could fetch us to around bishan area or else i wouldn't have known how to get home.haha.when i burp i can still taste my fries.hehe.

siiighs tmr is the stupid outing to malaysia with my granparents.geez it's like a whole day wasted.i hope i won't be so bored tmr.urgh.

2008-08-06T20:00:00.004+08:00

well.got back most of my test results already.i guess i did ok.considering the fact that we had 3 tests including english oral all in one day.ahh end of year is coming like really soon.but then this period of time is like the only free time for most of us..so that's why the 6 of us are always like hangin out together.oh ya we'll be havin a sleepover at my house on sunday!!yay!!and tuition at mr mark's is like from 2 to 7 on sunday..coz he wants to wrap up trigo.omg i hope i can survive!but it shouldn't be hard coz the 2 retards beside me are always up to no good..haha.

so me and jedi had the rehearsal again today.so annoying.we stand around in the hall for like 2 hours just to walk up and down the stage 4 times.grr.anyway..i can't wait for friday!we're going out after the national day celebrations(:then on national day itself my family's going to malaysia.so ironic right.on the day of independence my dear grandpa decides to bring the family on a one day trip to the country we separated from.i hope it'll be ok.i think we're gonna shop and eat kampong food and (god knows why)durians.urgh.

but anyway i have sunday night to look forward to!I CAN'T WAIT!!IT'LL BE LIKE THAILAND AGAIN!!!

2008-08-04T20:35:00.002+08:00

the 6 of us went to vivocity today!!haha we left school and we waaaalked all the way to PP mrt.i think we looked like we just bathed when we reached the mrt.it was damn freakin hot!

so anyway when we reached vivo we went to eat lunch first.me and jedi and ying ying ate subway..and naomi and siying and theresa ate from the food court.haha i love subway cookies!especially the peanut butter one!hehe.then after lunch we went to change,then we went to the outdoor pool thingy at the rooftop.it was so fun!we splashed around and then we played shuddup.and we took some silly pics too.actually the water was kinda dirty.i could see these little bits of dirt floating around.but no matter..the company made it worthwhile!

so when we found ourselves getting kinda itchy,we went to change up.then me and jedi went to redeem the mizuno voucher thing.walao they damn lousy one lar.make us go all the way to the vivo mizuno where all the clothes they have is OLD STOCK and the sizes are all like fit for elephants.grr.so irritating.anyway i just grabbed some this shirt.oh ya and 2 sports bras.hehe.then after waiting damn long for the stupid cashier to scan the stuff,we went home.

we were gossipping on the mrt so when it was time for me,ying ying,theresa and siying to get off at dhoby ghaut,we nearly missed the stop!haha then we had to rush out.i can't believe how crowded trains are during peak hours.

haha today was fun but nothing beats swimming in naomi's condo!coz there got jacuzzi also!haha.
i know i'm not very appealing but why can't you just accept me for who i am?

2008-08-03T12:54:00.003+08:00

i changed my braces!it's purple now(:

haha.anyway yesterday me,jedi,theresa,siying and naomi went to swim at naomi's house!her condo is damn nice.and the pool is like those kind at resorts!haha.it was so fun swimming with all of them.we pushed each other down into the pool and attacked each other while we were swimming!and i had a lot of water up my nose.but all the fun we had made it worthwhile!

then we went out for lunch..naomi had to go with her parents though.me and theresa bought chicken rice and smuggled it in to macs.coz we werw sick of fastfood haha.then me and jedi had chem tuition.so we took the loooong busride to hougang..and i fell asleep in the bus.we were slightly late for tuition.haha.

then after tuition i bought the peanut waffle!went to jedi's house for a while to wait for my parents.borrowed like 8 betty and veronica comics from her.oh ya i played on her mom's bed!coz it's like 2 layers and the top one can be lifted off at a 45 degree angle.so i climbed onto the top layer and slammed it down!haha so fun!

havin math tuition with jedi and siying later..so i gues it's tata for now!
BUH BYE!

2008-08-01T18:42:00.004+08:00

had bio test today.actually it was quite ok.luckily all the things i studied came out!anyway.after school me and jedi had the NDP rehearsal thingy.but it was at 3.30 so guess what we did in between?haha we went to the playground again!and played marco polo.i know it seems like we have no lives.but then today was the last of tests!it's like this damned burden gone from our backs.oh ya it was damn hot just now.so we couldn't play barefoot for the sake of not burning our feet!haha i think playing the fake game is more fun than the real one..

then after that we had to go back to school for the rehearsal thing.it was such a waste of time.we stand around there for like one hour to walk up the stage twice and shake hands and bow and go down.urgh.we could have played more!!

anyway.i'm thinking of baking my CUPCAKES soon!

don't they make you SALIVATE?

2008-07-30T20:26:00.007+08:00

ok!this is the pic of us jumping at the start line of the mizuno wave run!haha i look TALL!!and xinying looks like a frog in mid-jump!haha.

i can finally blog without a guilty conscience..the dreaded day is finally over!can you believe it-chemistry,emaths and english oral all in one day?the chinese and tamil students had it worse.before TOP they had mother tongue test too!the school is seriously crazy.i think i'm gonna do like just average or below for my chem and emaths.it's like i don't really care anymore.anyway.the oral picture discussion was about TRACK AND FIELD!the picture was a hurdles race..and there were 3 girls running.so cool right?so obviously i could crap a lot!haha.

oh ya after school we all met up to have a celebration for GRACE and HIDAYU!haha.and as usual the sec 3s had something up their sleeve.this time it was WATER BOMBS!haha.the only thing was that the material was too strong too burst when it was thrown,so we had so prick holes into it with our nametags!what we did was pretend to have a 'serious talk' with the sec 4s,then we hug them.then behind their backs we prick the holes and start spraying them!haha i did it on elsia!haha but actually she sort of knew something was gonna happen.so we all got damn wet..especially xinying!but then, all good things come to an end..which was when -- ---- scolded us for making the foyer so messy.haha.so we just went up to get our stuff then we went for oral.

then after the oral the 6 of us met up.haha we were like jumping up and down in happiness coz the topic was something we were so familiar with!oh ya we took some retarded emo photos too(:

haha this was taken at the ledge beside the seats near the3rd floor toilets.They're having a nice see saw ride!

jedi and naomi being emo.and theresa not knowing how to pose!haha.

so after that we went to the market to get some food.then we went to the playground!and we played marco polo.it was so fun!i think a lot of people were staring weirdly at us.haha.but HEY.we have all have a life too, you know? hope we can go out tomorrow and friday!relax after this torturous week of tests..

2008-07-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

i know i should be studying for chem and e maths and bio..but i just feel so empty.this morning was the prize presentation for the nutz run and mizuno wave run.i couldn't help thinking that this would be one of the last times that elsia would be up there announcing about the competition.and then we also got a postcard from grace ng thanking us for the cake(hehehe).now is like the 'blue mood' for me.dunno why but i'm getting more miserable with each passing day.i guess it's just me.i'll hold on to things for too long.and when they finally have to go away, i'll get a double blow.

guess that's just my life.

2008-07-28T17:55:00.013+08:00

ok.i shall be nice and post the long overdue pics of racial harmony day! i feel DWARFED by stephanie..

me and theodora!haaha i think her tan goes well with the blue..

me and claudia!

me and chloe!haha we both look ghostly together..

me and rahimah!

me and xinying..i think my specs match her sari!haha.

me and huixin!hmm.. i thought we weren't supposed to wear too..ah..revealing?haha!

me and elsia!haha she looks cute in her cheongsam(:
me and yingying..

haha yale didn't wear anything!

liching,me,jolene and jin zaw !

i think i'll wear a cheongsam next year!haha i always seem to be behind the trends..but i think the pics are real nice!coz it's all so colourful..

2008-07-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

today was the mizuno wave 1okm run.and i came in 9th!haha.but i was damn hungry during the run..i think i woke up and ate too early.i won't say what time i woke up..people will think i'm crazy(:

anyway.i was sort of running in a semi conscious mode.it was like my mind wasn't there.harhar.i just kept moving my legs and arms.oh ya i don't think i want to run at bedok reservoir anymore for a very long time.i'm sort of getting sick of it haha.coz when we were running in the reservoir i felt like it was never ending!grrr.i was so relieved when i saw the track.haha.

then we waited around for the prize presentation.and congrats to jedi who got 15th!she didn't even know that she got top 15.haha.and the announcer was damn funny..he pronounced my name as 'wan za-rrrrah'!so funny.after that we took a jumping photo!i'll post it tomorrow.

me and jedi bathed coz we had tuition later..to the sec 4s,sorry to have kept you waiting and making us miss the macs big breakfast!we'll eat it another time i guess(:haha.in the end we just ate brunch at macs.

so after that me and jedi went for tuition..where we arrived just on time.oh ya it was so funny at mr mark's toilet.coz the door was closed and the light switch was turned on so i thought there was someone inside.actually there was no one so me and jedi had waited for nothing for about 5 minutes!haha.today we did trigo.omg i think my brain was like shut down during that time..we were all like so dead.heh.

then i went to fork and spoon to eat dinner..i had YTF!so nice.haha.i don't want school to start tomorrow..it's like test week again.e maths, chem, bio and english oral.it's seriously inhumane.but i guess i can look forward to going to siying's house tomorrow!(:

2008-07-26T11:43:00.002+08:00

i can't believe that i actually spent my morning doing the leadership journal thingy.haha i had to do like 4 entries at one go coz i didn't bother about it in the earlier part of the year..my fingers were on the verge of snapping from my hand when i was done!then after that i did some math homework.still have 2 questions left though.haha.anyway.i just ate some red bean/barley/ginko nut thingy that Da Gu gave us.it tastes kinda weird..

tuition later with jediDUNG..haha.hope she doesn't smell like vomit already!

2008-07-25T22:02:00.004+08:00

i finally found out what siying and jedi were up to yesterday..turns out they bought a CHOCOLATE CAKE for the upper sec school team!and it was from secret recipe!YUM!haha we gobbled up half the cake during recess.then we finished the rest during lunch.but there was still like some cream left so guess what we did?we attacked the sec 4s!haha.i smeared some on to huixin and claudia!it was so funny.then naomi was chasing grace around, displaying true determination..haha.then elsia and may cleverly hid away somewhere after they realised what was going on.omg we looked horrendous after the fight.i think siying looked the worst!oh ya and the cream on our clothes gave out a very vomit-like smell..uurrgh.

luckily it was done after school so we could straightaway change into our competition stuff.oh ya while we were waiting for the bus, i had my very first drink from the drinks stall..pink champagne!with the jelly thingies.i can't believe that after 2 years plus in cedar, this is like the first time i bought it.oh ya today was the project nutz relay run thingy at ngee ann poly.OUR TEAM GOT CHAMPIONS!!haha.congrats to the graduating sec 4 team too!!before the prize presentation we were sort of fooling around..i tried to steal jedi's hair rubber band!then we plotted to steal deb's and theodora's at the same time.it was so funny!but soon it was the prize presentation.then after that, we took some retarded photos at the stadium seats, then we went to j8(:we ate at long johns!i had the mango fish thingy..haha it was quite nice.

it was really fun eating with the sec 4s.i hope we can do it again soon!i love them to bits((:

2008-07-24T18:45:00.003+08:00

hmm a maths today was quite okay..i was like speeding through the first few questions coz i was so scared that i wouldn't have enough time to draw the graph..i bet if i found it okay,jedi would get full marks already!heh.

today was another fuuunnn day!!except this time it was just jedi, siying and me(:so we planned in school to go see PROM NIGHT which was like such a good movie.but it left me traumatised.haha.anyway...after school we cabbed(again!) to bugis coz siying wanted to get TWEETY shoes!haha but they didn't have any stock left so in the end we took the train down to dhoby ghaut.then we went to PS.at first we thought that prom night was nc16 so we were like planning to get the tickets illegally(hehe!).but then we realised it was pg so we just bought the tickets.then we rushed to buy our food.

after that we went to the cinema and started eating..it was so funny coz siying was eating some noodle thingy and when the adverts stopped for a while and it was quiet, you could totally hear her slurping!haha.me and jedi bought burgers from burger king(:

oh my the movie kept us in suspense right from the very start.and siying kept screaming throughout the whole thing!especially at the scary parts.she was like the only one screaming...haha.but there was one point where all of us screamed at the same time and it was damn funny..

haaha anyway after the movie we just walked around for a while.it feels so good to just spend some time with your friends(:it was like a reward for us after the test today!

2008-07-23T20:05:00.003+08:00

today was such a super fun day!after school, me, jedi, theresa, siying and naomi were supposed to go to naomi's house to study.but then theresa didn't want to follow at first.so it was just the 4 of us.we went to the market to buy some waffles.while were waiting for like daaaamn long,we discussed again about where to go.in the end, we decided on MY house coz it's like the most centralised(:then we were arguing about whether to walk the long way to the busstop or change buses..then in the end we just took a cab!haha.then that super-rich siying paid the fare..

haha then when we reached my house we watched the movie slither for a while..then after that we ate mee siam for lunch!YUM!lucky bibi could prepare it in time.so after that, we continued watching the movie..and studied simultaneously..PRO right!haha.it was so hilarious coz as usual siying kept screaming and made us all scream also(:after the movie ended we studied for a while more..then siying had to leave for tuition.so when she went down we screamed at her from the window...and caused a lot of people to look at us weirdly.haha.oh ya then siying had to lob jedi's wallet up to the window coz she had stolen it earlier!it was so funny...we were like trying to snatch it in the air!

after she left, we studied a bit more then jedi asked if there was anything chocolate-y..so i brought out the cadbury dark chocolate and raspberry thing.it's like half gone now!haha.then after that theresa went to the toilet..and so the 3 of us took the opportunity to go upstairs and hide!we hid in the study room.after theresa realised that we were gone she got really scared..and she didn't dare to come up to find us!so scaredy cat(:haha anyway after that, we ate some ice cream..since the dark chocolate wasn't to jedi's liking(:then we had a competition to see whose bowl would be licked the cleanest..i think jedi won!

then after that we had a PILLOW FIGHT!just like in thailand!but then there were no movable beds and the pillows were kind of small..but we enjoyed it all the same.jedi's and my hair looked monstrous when we were done!(:i wish that the times in thailand could be re-lived once again.i would really give anything-ANYTHING-to be back there with the other 5 sec3s.anyway.so after that,they had to go home already..and i walked jedi to the busstop.then i couldn't stand my smelly self so i bathed straightaway(:it was really an enjoyable day.it made me realise just how fun life can be with your closest friends around.they make your life meaningful even when you're down and they make you feel appreciated.i really don't know what i would do without them.

gee, i hope we can like do this kind of thing soon..maybe after the tests to de-stress!haha.

2008-07-22T19:59:00.005+08:00

when i think of next year, i don't think:our last chance at a championship.i think: no sec 4s.no more crazy times together.no more running with each other.no more training together.no more seeing each other in school.no more cheering each other on.no more eating together.no more..no more..no more.i could go on and on.

it's just unbelievable, how time flies.it seemed like just yesterday we were off to thailand..where the stongest of memories among us were forged.i go about these days with a nagging thought at the back of my mind-that is i can't really turn to anyone anymore.other than the 6 sec 3s, that is.seeing the sec 4s now is like seeing them in a different light.they suddenly seem so far away.even though i pass by them in the corridors,it's hard to accept the fact that they won't be telling you where the next training is anymore..and you won't receive any encouragement letters before races from them anymore.

this batch of sec 4s are probably my most favourite batch.when i entered in sec 1, i was the only long d in the team.so i had not much choice but to stick with them.i can't believe that they were actually sec 2s once!they seem so ma-too-er now.

we totally have to carry on the tau huey tradition after training at serangoon.

it's hard to let go.

2008-07-22T19:55:00.001+08:00

i don't want it to end

not now

not ever.

2008-07-21T19:06:00.003+08:00

it's just so sad.that when someone leaves, only then do you realise what they mean to you.people always take this for granted.

why does life have to bo so unfair?that the ones you love will leave you sooner than the rest?that all the memories we made will suddenly regurgitate into your mind, leaving you in a sea of sadness and longing?that all the times we had will suddenly seem much more meaningful than the present?

you know this saying:tomorrow is a mystery. yesterday is history. but today is a gift. that's why it's called the present.

what bullshit.

sometimes, the past is where your most valuable treasures are.

2008-07-21T13:56:00.003+08:00

Today was racial harmony day!and i wore my kebaya!it was ok lah..but the atmosphere wasn't as enthusiastic as last year.we just had the first 2 lessons..i'll post the pics another time!

anyway after that the cross country ppl had to stay back for this nike shoe thingy.it's quite cool actually.it's this device thingy that tracks your runs like the distance,pace and something else.oh ya it also tells you how many calories you've burnt..haha i bet jedi loves that!

it was quite sad not seeing the sec4s at that meeting.it seems so unreal that they won't be training with us anymore.i'll really miss them a lot.they're the people who lighten up the atmosphere during training whenever we're dreary and they never fail to motivate us to do our best.i mean it's like a whole different level from us.i seriously hope that the trainings next year won't be so bad.especially with ----- and ------ on board.without the sec 4s some more.

ok.i shall be a good girl now and study for ss.

2008-07-20T09:18:00.002+08:00

i feel kind of weird.training has stopped..but anyway we had meet the parents session on friday.and since it starts at like 5 plus, me, jedi, siying, naomi, theresa and shreya went to the playground near the market and played to our hearts content((:haha our backs were drenched when we finished!meet the parents was quite boring..i fell asleep during the principal's address.haha.

so yesterday we went to the night safari!it's actually with the scholars..but i ended up going with yale, jie hui, su san and eunice TMG.and i met this really nice girl from SAJC who looks incredibly like si!!i've already found 2 people who looks like her.i really miss si a lot..i think i've dreamt of thailand 3 times already.it seems like me and jedi are the only ones who miss it to that extent..the rest seem to have gotten over it already.anyway.oh ya i think the only satisfactory enclosure we went to was the fruit bat and leopard enclosure.we could see them like up close..the rest were all like dead.and after that we ate ben and jerrys!this is the first time i've eaten it.i had the strawberry cheesecake ice cream..YUM!too bad i didn't take a picture of it..coz i was too eager to have a taste first then i ended up wolfing down the whole thing.

this week is like test week..there's english compre, ss and a maths.then next week is e maths and chem.grr.i'm gonna have to mug soon..

2008-07-18T21:22:00.006+08:00

THE END OF TRACK SEASON 2008

So.that's it.well..here are the results:C div CHAMPIONS, B div 4th.it's damn sad that we're like so far away in position to the c div.but i guess we already knew that from the start.but the training period towards this did not go to waste.in fact in was the most exciting time of my life.we went to thailand,we trained hard together,enjoyed many lunches after training and just spent loads of time together.in fact i would rather we got a 4th and we are very close and bonded,rather than getting champions and being self-centered.

my 800 race was quite fun.mr goat told me to take the lead from the start..so that's what i did.i led the race for 600m.then at the last 2oo, my un-speediness started catching up on me, along with the other real 800m runners.in the end i got a 5th.haha.yea but i'm still happy with my run.i didn't think that i would actually get top 8 at first..at least i contributed 4 points to cedar b div for 800(:

so after that i went up to the grandstand and cheered myself hoarse with jedi and lisa and huda and YALE!!i could almost feel my lungs bursting.anyway after everything ended, we went down to the track for the victory run!so fun!then we took photos and the sec 3s tau pok-ed each other when we took a picture together(:

then we took the bus to swensens!haha that retarded siying stole my umbrella..so i snatched her jacket for ransom.we were damn high in the bus and we were playing super violently.haha.the meal at swensens was ok..the sec 3 captains put in a lot of effort to organize it.although we had to like divide the food equally for 10 people, it was nonetheless fun to eat toghether with the sec 3s.i think some people were tired from their race though.i think the sec 3s were like the most ravenous of all the people. we finished our food like super fast..then we realised that the other tables' food was like only half-eaten.haha.omg the earthquake ice cream was suuupppeeeerr nice!haha.me and theresa were like the last ones to stop eating it.we sort of swiped it clean.so you can imagine how hungry we were.

then we took some pictures with the sec 4s.tears were shed..but i wasn't feeling so emotional then.coz the atmosphere was still kind of happy..but the next day at school i think practically everyone was tearing when the captains made their speeches during morning assembly.i could feel this lump in my throat when elsia said that she would never forget this family she had..that she made through her years in track and field.i think we were all very emotional.i could hear sniffling all around me when we were standing.

i swear we're gonna give this batch of sec 4s the best farewell ever.

2008-07-15T21:47:00.003+08:00

Today we had o levels mother tongue listening compre..haha it was quite ok.damn retarded lah..for the first half hour we just listened to the songs played on the radio!only at 5 then the podcast started to play.i think the whole singapore like heard the listening compre.so funny!

oh ya another funny thing happened today.in the morning SOMEONE put macs sausage mcmuffin burgers under the tables of the 6 sec 3s.actually at first i didn't notice it..at morning assembly then jedidah told me about it.it was damn distracting during lessons!the smell kept wafting up to my nose..having food under your table during lessons with your stomach grumbling away can pose as a great threat to your concentration in class.haha.i think i wasn't the only one who was affected..poor junying was like looking at it the whole time before recess.coz she sits like at the next row, two seats down.anyway.the 5 of us ate the burger for recess!and before that we took a picture.the only one who didn't eat with us was that puar siying..haha.i think she was the one who got all the burgers for us and grace and rahimah.who else would be rich enough?haha but she's refusing to admit it.hmm..maybe we should like question her suddenly and catch her off guard.otherwise it would be so frustrating trying to guess who is that mysterious person.oh ya siying says that the burgers were given to her by some person, who told her to distribute it.hmm...

anyways.tmr's the final day.and then after that we're going for the victory dinner!and the best thing is that it's at thomson plaza swensens..so it's like super near to my house.hopefully the 6 of us can sit together without any..ahems..and i'm planning to camwhore the whole night with the 6 of us and the sec 4s and everyone else.haha.

hope it turns out well!

2008-07-14T21:14:00.003+08:00

Today was the last training with the sec 4s of 2008. i did 2x4x200 with the 800 group..the pace was 35-36 seconds.i managed to hit it for all the runs(:yay!haha. i can't believe that it's gonna be the end of track season for 2008 in just 2 days.all the trainings and competitions we had this year seems to have gone by in a flash.i'm seriously gonna miss this year's sec 4s. they're like the most funniest and hilarious batch(:elsia and xinying for the wacky stuff they do. huixin and her persistent attempts at singing(however bad it may sound!). claudia and her 'heyys!'.grace ng for her impersonations of mrs chaiw.may for her stylishness. rahimah for her super soft 'UP's during baton passing.

sighs. i really wonder what it will be like without them. it's kind of hard to accept.but i guess what time brings helps us grow to be more mature(ma-too-er..as what elsia says!).hmms. i wonder if the current sec 2s will miss us this much when we leave?haha.but i'll definitely miss my sec 3s too.especially the SIX OF US(:our times in thailand were like the most fun times ever.the most memorable was the last 2 nights there..we practically didn't sleep!all we did was gossip(hmmm..)and we had pillow fights!!haha.the beds were falling apart when we were done..then we had hide and seek in the dark too!!and i'll never forget the friends we made there..si(who has a lookalike here-yunting) and koi(HER lookalike is berenice) and all the rest.i don't know why all the good times go by in a flash and the bad times seem to crawl by.after all this, we'll go through it once more next year and then we'll be leaving too.

you know, sometimes i get scared when everything seems to go by so fast. you look back and you wonder how in the world you managed to get to where you are.i guess it's true what they say-life is a journey and not a destination.if we all just focused on getting somewhere, and didn't fully experience the process along the way, we would never be able to get there.we gotta take it one step at a time..for each step taken is a step nearer to our goals..

so the 800 finals is in 2 days.the final day. where we'll be running in front of like the whole stadium. omg.cannot lose face mann..i hope i can get at least top 8 so i can gain some points for cedar..hopefully we'll get 2nd or even champions!it would really be a perfect end to the sec 4s time in cedar track and field..

i am movin through the crowd
tryin to find myself
feel like a guitar that's never played
will someone strum away

and i ask myself
who do i wanna be
do i wanna throw away the key
and invent a whole new me

gotta tell myself
no one
no one
don't wanna be
no one
but me

you are movin through the crowd
tryin to find yourself
feel like a doll left on a shelf
will someone take you down

and you ask yourself
who do i wanna be
do i wanna throw away the key
and invent a whole new me

gotta tell yourself
no one
no one
don't wanna be
no one
but me

your life plays out on the shadows on the wall
you turn the light on to release it all
you wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
so open the blinds and draw the curtains

no one
no one
don't wanna be
no one
but me

2008-07-13T22:15:00.003+08:00

SINCE NOW I HAVE MY OWN BLOG I CAN PUT THE PICTURE OF KADEN!!!haha i know he looks kind of goofy here but that's coz it's not like his natural pose..i assure you he looks better up close..haha.now ppl will have to read about two crazy girls who love australians..heh.. so here's to number 407!!

2008-07-13T21:43:00.002+08:00

i realise that i won't be spending much time at home during weekends now.

haha there's chem tuition on saturday and math on sunday..both with that jediDUNG(:haha.today's math tuition wasn't as violent as last week's.all siying did was write something on jedi's paper.oh ya mr mark was damn funny..coz we were doing linear law graphs then he was drawing it on the board. i think he didn't estimate the size correctly coz there was this one point that went like outside of the graph..so he pretended to draw the point in the air! haha it was so hilarious and the whole class was laughing like mad.he's kind of random..he suddenly started telling us stories about some shaolin thingy and how hard it is to acquire knowledge if we don't stay still. or something like that.haha.

so there's training tomorrow. coz i have 800m on the final day. actually i'm excited but also kind of scared..this is the first time i'll be running an individual event on the final day.i hope that i have that 'feeling' which i had on national juniors when i managed to follow melody..but there are so many 800m pro runners!like berenice and yunting and melody..and maybe there are other hidden talents..argh.but i musn't get too distracted.just focus on my race..and hope i won't finish last!!haha.

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MY VERY FIRST POST

2008-07-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

AHA!! after trying for i dunno how many MILLION times i FINALLY managed to change my blogskin..and so here is my very first post!now i just need to know how to get the tagboard.haha i'm so noob at this.

anyways.today was the second chem tuition.i went to jedi's house earlier to make this blog..and guess who was there already?haha when i rang the doorbell this weird voice said "wrong house" then i was like, huh? so i tried to look in but the person kept closing the door.then when she said it again i knew it was naomi coz i recognize her laughter..haha it was so funny.then we sort of sat around and half-studied.then i tried to make my blog.i tried to change my blogskin too but to no avail.

anyway after that me and jedi went for chem tuition and naomi went for her chinese tuition.haha it was so funny seeing Mr Basil Fu again.i mean isn't basil like a spice?and he said "yallow" again when he was explaining a question.haha this time my laughter was much more controlled though.argh i had a hard time recalling all the formulas for chemical calcuations..heh.then after tuition i went back to jedi's house again to wait for my parents..then we had pillow fight!!haha it felt like thailand all over again..only things that were missing were the other 4 sec 3s and the movable beds.but i assure you that maria was there!!

haha when i reached home i tried baking pandan cake!it was damn fun mixing all the stuff together.the only icky part was separating the egg yolks from the egg whites.ihad to get through EIGHT eggs ok.urgh.anyway all went well..it rised beautifully in the oven..but when i took it out it sort of sank. then when it cooled enough for me to cut it, i was like damn disappointed..coz the bottom of the cake was fine..it was all soft and fluffy.but then the upper part was like super dense and kind of tough.grr.i'm not sure what went wrong..maybe i'll try baking it again another time(:

so tmr's math tuition.haha i'll see jedi and siying.haha i'll make sure that i guard my things safely..